Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Y THERE IS GOD

erm...no offence to anyone out there who thinks i'm ridiculing their religion. I'm not. Just being the atheist i am.

"So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them."
"And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold, it was very good."
-Genesis I-

but it wasn't all that good..humans had diseases, were eaten by savage beasts, ruled by evil tyrants, killed each other over women, land, food, gold, spices, oil....., had an ice age, starved, had relationship problems, had the problem of fear, loneliness, timidness....all the weaknesses humans supposedly have...

So Man created GOD in his own image, in the image of MAN created he HE; And men and women alike saw the thing they had made, and, behold, He was very good.

I feel dejected. restless. disappointed with myself. I wanna cry. Heck, i cry so easily nowadays. I was watching Shrek 2. and tears rolled out when Charming kissed Princess Fiona. ( in case u are wondering, the director wanted us to believe that she drank a love potion that will make her fall in love wif the first person she kiss)(Princess Fiona is supposed to be wif Shrek, not Charming..if u still can't get it)
I need something or someone to give me hope, strength, determination..
and who else has such awesome power???
Sometimes i wish i believe..
Maybe i would be stronger;maybe i would feel better to hav an Higher Being to lean on to..
who cares if there is really one, if it works, it works right..
maybe its the placebo effect...who knows??
but it won't work now..not when i believe the pill i ate is the placebo..

An Atheist accepts that he can get no help through prayer, but that he must find in himself the inner conviction and strength to meet life, to grapple with it, to subdue it and to enjoy it.

its harder said than done huh?
ain't the same wif all things.



TECK LIANG=FFK and SLEEP GOD

THE TALE OF TWO ACTIVITIES
1st
CAO GEI
:cao.gei [cao-gei]
1. the act of going to cyber cafe to play multiplayer LAN games such as the popular DOTA(Defence of the Ancients) and CS(CounterStrike). An activity that is popular among teenagers and there are many social problems associated with cao gei. Nevertheless, done in moderation, it is a cheap and fun way to get together with friends.

2nd
BASKETBALL
:bas·ket·ball [bas-kit-bawl, bah-skit-]
1.a game played by two teams players on a rectangular court having a raised basket or goal at each end, points being scored by tossing the ball through the opponent's basket.

So this is wat happened. I sms 3 ppl. Just 3 ppl( Jian Jun Chu Xiang and Jian Liang) to go do activity 1. And guess what happened. 13 ppl turned up...13 is not a good number. 10 is. but nevermind lar..the more the meriaher.gg

Then at night, wanted to do activity 2. Called(not sms) 4 ppl.Since that time saky and yee xian around..and then we only needed 8 ppl. and everyone sort of agree liao..and then at night..one by one call me to say cannot make it. One no car. One kena mum owned. One more. Dun wana come coz wanna sleep..and that person is no other than Mr. FFK AND SLEEP GOD TECKY LIANG. Somemore got transport purposely come fetch him also he dun wan come..haih..
so in the end 8 ppl left 3 playing there...so stupid.. played 1 on 1..hahaa

blame who?
of course Tecky!! who else

Jian Jun and Yee Xian playing 1 on 1..


After everyone tired..

Conclusion. Teenagers nowadays..can "fu tang dao huo" go cao gei..but go for sports..different story liao..perfect example=TEH TECK LIANG

Friday, December 15, 2006

9thPJ proudly presents..!!

ancient stuff

Thursday, December 14, 2006

DIARY OF MY DEC HOLIDAYS

6th Dec Wed
After the chemistry olympiad which i totally have no idea wat i was doing...rushed to catch the 4.30 bus..
just reached in time..
luckily..if not also dunno how..
reached bangsar at 9.30pm
damn hungry..ate ramlee burger!!! wa so long never eat such nice and unhealthy burger already..

7th Dec Thurs
went out in the afternooon wif hoai..at first wanna see movie
but in the end never
end up eating waffle..
lol

8th Dec Fri
went to school to give test..
Kean Ho say 8am
kononnya
go there no one there
bunch of form6 doing bio stuff..went and find them..saw wan chee, xin yun mei wen
hey din know they were in form 6 lol..such a bad classmate..then went to KANNA to eat breakfast..man how come they close down lorong..stupid!!
finally the boys come at 9 plus..
then giv them exam normal stuff..

at night
my parents all go out..
so invited ppl to my house eat dinner..but be4 that go play bb first..
long time never play.sux liao
lol
after tat..went megah's. 10 ppl man so long never 5 on 5..lol
then had supper at williams wa..
lots of LAN hua...good old times..really just sit there and talk rubbish
then went Wei Liang's house overnight


8th DEC Sat
early morning go school
sit 12 bus
and then LOST HP!!
wa
stupid how can i lose my hp!!! in the bus somemore..so long nver sit bus in msia. first time sit like that already..
wth.. today no mood to do anything liao lar..

9th DEC Sun
at night
went Megah again
but this time 7 ppl only
then all go my house watch Chelsea and Arsenal..
lol
wif this bunch of ppl
dun wanna laugh also cannot wan...

10th DEC Mon
morning woke up by Richard's morning frenzy..
lol
then went to eat breakfast!!
then just got back house..
yee xian call to ask us to cao again
WTH!!
nvm lar. at first wanna go 1u wan suddenly he call ok lor...go a while lor..
then play finish 2 games wei liang only come
ok lar..since wei liang come
then play 1 more lor
haih
then so late already..( sorry win jean and patrick..)
then rush to 1utama lor..
then well..dunno wat happen...hoai angry..long story
so the whole day i also no mood already..
but anyway at night went to play bb at BU
no mood but still play lar since even Jeff Fu there already..


11th DEC Tues
Yesterday so tired lar..mentally and physically
woke up at 8 to make orange juice for parents and myself
then went and sleep again
then only wake up at 11 plus...Jian Jun so desperate to cao he ask us go out cao
so ok lor
ask ppl to go again
then finally got 10 ppl at megah...played until evening
then at night go yee xian's house play bb
lol..and the stupidest thing is...jian jun never come for either..car spoilt...
somemore is he call for the thing one..WTH!!
lol
at night play bb no Jian Jun= no quality control
haha


12th DEC Wed
the past few days keep going out only..
siao already
so today stay at home guai guai waste time at home.....
haha

13th DEC TODAY!!
after a day's rest yesterday..finally feel refreshed...can wake up at 8 am and not feel tired..did some homework...chatted wif chern han at msn..then decided to blog..
if not i later sure forget how i spent my time here..Today morning also thought bout how i gonna go through my Jan...got so many things to do
MAterial Science Quiz
House Com event
Squash
SAT
Ultimate...
and still got studies..shit!!

oh well
haha
next week i'll continue from here to tell myself wat i have done the past week..its funny u know
ppl always say dun look back..must look at the future..
so how come ppl always blog about their past and not their future...
ppl should start a blog that goes like this..tomorrow this, this, this, this and this is going to happen....something like that..a blog that tries to predict the future at not look back at events that have past..wouldn't that be cool

Monday, December 04, 2006

STUPID CHEMISTRY OLYMPIAD!!!!

Make me go back 2 days late...
make me waste $30
arghh!!!!!!!
y did i manage to get through the theory test
god must be playing wif me...
haih..

i'm prepared to go home today one lar..
even my luggage bags are already open on my roommate's bed..i was supposed to pack now one..if i was going back today..but i'm noT!!
feel so sien now...
sien sien sien...