COURAGE

Courage is basically "Just Do It"

Don't think. Just act. I need courage. For so many things.

I'm trying real hard to be hardworking this sem. It's probably because I finally lost my usual academic/homework 靠山, the fact that i'm not that busy in terms of CCA helped too..

My 3 semesters' history.

1st Sem: Followed classes till mid term break....after that when OG video/GEM paper came in, could not follow classes...and hence fell behind in terms of my work...

2nd Sem: Started real busy. Didn't follow classes.. Started to follow fine after midterms.

3rd Sem: Same as 2nd sem. Busy in the first half because of Interim, then planning for VPU... didn't follow lessons much before mid term break. This was my worst half of any semesters. I basically didn't know what was happening at all. My mind kept wandering away to VPU stuff in lectures... Then I realised. If you didn't concentrate during lectures, then you need to find text book/consult others/figure out yourself which was really not very time effective way of studying. So if I could just understand during lectures, everything will be so much more effective later...With that realisation, the 2nd half of my 3rd sem was much much better...

Every semester, the trend is one half crap, one half ok.
This semester. I will change this. I will remember what I have realized. I can do it. I have the courage to do it. I will focus. I will understand. I will not be lazy.

Please let me read this post when I fall behind.