(&%!%**@_#!!!

2011-07-01T17:45:00.002+08:00

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;	5

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,	10

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.	15

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference. To prevent yourself from reciting this poem everytime you reach a crossroad, a guideline should be developed: 1) If you know that there is an easiest path with the least obstacle, take it 2) If you reach a T junction, wait. One or all of the options will disappear with time. 3) If you reach a dead end, wait. A road will appear. 4) If a road doesnt appear. settle down. 4) If a junction looks like it leads to gold, wait. Its better to be number 38 than to die. 5) If you are lost, wait to be rescued. 6) If no one wants to rescue you, you don't deserve to be rescued anyway. 7) 所谓:忍一时风平浪静; 退一步海阔天空。 8) 所谓: 丹青不知老将至，富贵于我如浮云。 9) 所谓: 得过且过，逍遥自在。 10) 所谓: 船到桥头自然直。 nuff said. Like my favourite econs teacher used to say: Ignorance is Bliss.

Random thoughts

2011-06-23T21:09:00.005+08:00

Have you ever looked out of your airplane window in the middle of the night? It is just amazing!!! The amount of stars you see are just woah...
Why go to some god forsaken place to watch stars, when you can do it in the middle of your long flight!! Airlines should put some windows on the top of their aircraft! that would be SO COOL!!

I bet you can see lots of shooting stars too!!

If the airplane's engine suddenly stalls, what would you do??

Human emotions is very weird! You feel anxious, even when you know you shouldn't and it does you no good!! But you can't do anything about it!! Like leaving a place for a long long time for example.. in the airplane you will think alot, you will reminiscent, you will have this bittersweet feeling and you will tell yourself I don't want to leave ppl like that again..whatever whatever, but the moment you touchdown, all the feelings will be gone in an instant!! Which is why, history always repeat itself...which is why, we seriously need an immortal to remember stuff for mankind. Books, videos are too emotionless to be tasked such a momentous task!

Quotes that I must jot down:

1. The world's biggest sin is ennui.

2. It is better to be pretty than to be good.

3. Ugliness is one of the world's deadly virtues.

4. People who actually think are ugly, which is y all the scientists and thinkers look more and more dreadful as time passes on. The only ppl who looks as pretty even after years of working are priests. But then again, the things that they know 40 years ago, is no difference than what they know now.

5. Are you against religion? No, Im just against vandalism.

Long time Long time

2010-11-11T01:15:00.002+08:00

I accidentaly stumbled onto some old blog posts.. (because of some spam comments ironically), and I am really surprised I said all the things that I said!!! That post I was actually talking about how my interview skills were really bad..

Actually, come to think of it, I am always surprised at what I typed out everytime I look at my older posts...and that will prompt me to write something, anything, just to leave a tiny bookmark in my life, so that I can get surprised again a few years down the road..

Actually if only facebook could have a proper database of the links we shared, or the conversations/messages we had with our friends, a few years down the road, we could literally just visit our past through all the conversations on Facebook..

OH I just remembered, A few years ago, I actually sent myself a future msg...There was this website that would help you send an email to your ownself in like 4 years time ( I think you can set it to send in the future)...and in that mail you actually address: Dear Future Me:

The idea is quite cool right!! but I really forgot when I am supposed to receive it..I kinda of remember it should be 2010, so maybe i'll receive an email from myself soon, or maybe the server closed down, or maybe it's just a joke..

I can't even remember what i wrote in that message anymore..which just signifies how ppl can change unknowingly,

Exams are coming soon again, it seems like I have lost contact with many old friends, people have changed....things have changed...from what I read from my previous articles, I have changed...emo.

AH!! lets just enjoy my final 1 1/2 years first!!

Year 3 sem 1 1st half

2010-08-27T20:16:00.002+08:00

I'm overloading myself again..but you gotta grab opportunities that come by right?

Thoughts before term starts

2010-07-22T15:10:00.002+08:00

1) Humans have the unique ability to think rationally, but yet act emotionally...

2) But if they can think and act rationally they'll just be an organic robot.

3) It's easy to be fooled by randomness. It's hard to explain randomness when it is random.

4) If you can get fooled by a bot over in MSN, it probably means you're fool. Or there will be a major change in the way our world functions.

5) There are more pretty girls than good looking guys, at least in Singapore.

6) If you can be a good looking guy or a pretty girl? which one will you choose?

7) I should be in computing.

8) The persona in the blog is so so different from the person I know.

9) It is too easy to judge.

apples and oranges

2010-02-12T15:59:00.003+08:00

We sometimes like to compare apples and oranges.

People always say: A mother takes care of her child, feed him, dress him, wash him...so the child should do the same to a mother if the mother no longer have the ability to do those things herself...

But when you take care of the child, you know that in a few years time, he will grow up, and be independant, and you'll be a proud parent.

But when you are taking care of your parent, you know that she will only get worse, and the ending will be a sad one...and so there is no motivation...there is only despair...so it takes greater motivation to take care of the elderly, than of your child.

Therefore, you look at someone who takes care of his/her parent with more admiration than a parent who takes care of his/her child.

Confidence

2010-02-07T21:54:00.000+08:00

How to be confident.

COURAGE

2010-01-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

Courage is basically "Just Do It"

Don't think. Just act. I need courage. For so many things.

I'm trying real hard to be hardworking this sem. It's probably because I finally lost my usual academic/homework 靠山, the fact that i'm not that busy in terms of CCA helped too..

My 3 semesters' history.

1st Sem: Followed classes till mid term break....after that when OG video/GEM paper came in, could not follow classes...and hence fell behind in terms of my work...

2nd Sem: Started real busy. Didn't follow classes.. Started to follow fine after midterms.

3rd Sem: Same as 2nd sem. Busy in the first half because of Interim, then planning for VPU... didn't follow lessons much before mid term break. This was my worst half of any semesters. I basically didn't know what was happening at all. My mind kept wandering away to VPU stuff in lectures... Then I realised. If you didn't concentrate during lectures, then you need to find text book/consult others/figure out yourself which was really not very time effective way of studying. So if I could just understand during lectures, everything will be so much more effective later...With that realisation, the 2nd half of my 3rd sem was much much better...

Every semester, the trend is one half crap, one half ok.
This semester. I will change this. I will remember what I have realized. I can do it. I have the courage to do it. I will focus. I will understand. I will not be lazy.

Please let me read this post when I fall behind.

Being Thankful??

2009-05-21T12:36:00.002+08:00

You know how ppl always "realize how fortunate they are" after going to **insert some lousy, chaotic, waring third world country's name**, but they never "realize how unfortunate they are" after going to **insert some super advance and beautiful country's name**.

On a side note:

We were discussing about building designs over dinner yesterday, and someone(ee chan or pear, forgot who) proposed that the architecture firm should send a few ppl to stay in the show unit for a period of 1 month for every development because alot of times, you won't know the quirks of your design until you stay in it for a long time!

Personally, I think this is a great idea !! I don't mind being that someone myself if it means changing environment every now and then. lol.

Then there'll be a new job: Building reviewer. Working hours: 24 hours per day, 7 days per week. Accomodation provided. How nice.

SHORT FILM!!

2009-05-07T21:58:00.002+08:00

A short film by TH VPU 08/09.
Enjoy!!

In retrospect

2009-04-13T13:23:00.002+08:00

I was trying to find something in my chat log when i stumbled upon a conversation last year with Jensen when i sort of decided to come NUS....

(15:21) Jensen:	are you really going to NUS
(15:22) liH@NG:	unless NUS rejects me then i really have nothing to say..
(15:22) liH@NG:	y??
(15:22) Jensen:	just asking la
(15:22) Jensen:	your UK how?
(15:22) Jensen:	i tot you wanna go UK
(15:22) Jensen:	if your US screws up
(15:24) liH@NG:	where are u going then?
(15:24) Jensen:	me?
(15:24) Jensen:	no scholarship NUS lo
(15:24) Jensen:	I'm asking you la..
(15:24) Jensen:	why you ask me back
(15:32) liH@NG:	a conversation requires two ppl to converse,
(15:33) liH@NG:	if not its an interrogation
(15:33) Jensen:	okay. If got scholarship i go imperial no scholarship i stay back
(15:33) Jensen:	you leh
(15:37) liH@NG:	本人生无大志。。只求及格就好了。。

.
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wow can't believe i actually said that !!!
that is actually not a bad life philosophy..
moving on..
.
.

(15:44) liH@NG:	i can work anywhere except malaysia.
(15:44) Jensen:	why
(15:44) Jensen:	indonesia?
(15:44) Jensen:	lol
(15:44) liH@NG:	sure i dun mind.
(15:44) Jensen:	Myanmar?
(15:44) liH@NG:	i dun mind either.
(15:44) Jensen:	Laos?
(15:44) liH@NG:	as long as im not paid in their currency lar!!
(15:44) Jensen:	Iraq?
(15:44) liH@NG:	i dun mind if its safe..
(15:45) Jensen:	you can stand the culture and living standards meh
(15:45) liH@NG:	u dun ask me to go into army lar..
(15:45) liH@NG:	sure.
(15:45) liH@NG:	wat culture?
(15:45) Jensen:	walao.. oh yeah... you're a scout boy...
(15:45) liH@NG:	whose culture can't u stand?
(15:45) Jensen:	so you should stand different living environments
(15:45) Jensen:	haha
(15:46) Jensen:	haven't really explored yet
(15:46) Jensen:	maybe I would mind the living standards more
(15:46) liH@NG:	lol.
(15:46) Jensen:	than culture
(15:46) liH@NG:	lower living standards=more money!
(15:46) liH@NG:	wat are u complaining about..
(15:46) Jensen:	but themoney also no place to USE
(15:46) liH@NG:	if i work in laos and earn US 3000
(15:46) Jensen:	if the living standard is LOW
(15:46) liH@NG:	and i work in Singapore and earn US 3000..
(15:47) liH@NG:	the difference is huge!
(15:47) Jensen:	you wanna buy good stuff... wanna go good concert... laos dun haf!
(15:47) liH@NG:	living standard low= cost of living low =p
(15:47) liH@NG:	anyway u can buy all ur necessities..
(15:47) Jensen:	you keep all the money cannot spend on what you want
(15:47) Jensen:	what's the use
(15:47) liH@NG:	wat do u want?
(15:47) Jensen:	Life is more than necessities la...
(15:47) liH@NG:	i dun think i need anything out of the ordinary..
(15:48) Jensen:	Good clean place to enjoy.. good concert halls...
(15:48) liH@NG:	lol
(15:48) Jensen:	good parks...
(15:48) Jensen:	good restauratns
(15:48) liH@NG:	concert halls not necessary for me.
(15:48) Jensen:	good violin shops...
(15:48) liH@NG:	hey their food is good there
(15:48) Jensen:	good CD shops...
(15:48) liH@NG:	violin shops i dun need
(15:48) Jensen:	with lots of varieties..
(15:48) liH@NG:	cd shops i dun need..
(15:48) Jensen:	you need frisbee shops..
(15:48) liH@NG:	and hey u are talking like cambodia, laos is like antartica..
(15:48) Jensen:	and you need FAST INTERNET CONNECTION
(15:49) Jensen:	to download your illegal movies...
(15:49) Jensen:	haha
(15:49) Jensen:	and songs..
(15:49) liH@NG:	haha that i need =p
(15:49) liH@NG:	but then..
(15:49) Jensen:	tose places dun havegood internet
(15:49) Jensen:	haha
(15:49) Jensen:	lalala
(15:49) liH@NG:	there's satellite internet..
(15:49) Jensen:	and those places can't receive signals...
(15:49) liH@NG:	for CD's u can order through internet..
(15:50) Jensen:	when you click "buy" it will "Problem loading page" cos internet too lousy
(15:50) Jensen:	haha
(15:50) liH@NG:	satellite internet is for places with no signals lar dear..
(15:50) Jensen:	cannot buy also
(15:50) liH@NG:	lol.
(15:50) liH@NG:	good one.
(15:50) Jensen:	yes. of course its a good one.
(15:50) Jensen:	it's from YIwei God
(15:50) Jensen:	i rule the WORLD of good yi wei thinkings....
(15:51) Jensen:	I will publish a book of "The Art of Yi Wei Teachings"
(15:51) liH@NG:	ok.
(15:51) liH@NG:	u better publish only electronic copys..
(15:51) liH@NG:	coz no publisher will publish it in paper..
(15:52) Jensen:	anyway... dun always argue with me la....
(15:52) Jensen:	we are friends...
(15:52) liH@NG:	gl
(15:53) liH@NG:	good luck. =p
(15:53) liH@NG:	i nvr argued..
(15:53) Jensen:	ok la...
(15:53) Jensen:	so hows life there
(15:53) liH@NG:	u said u wanna publish, so i suggested u publish it electronically.
(15:53) liH@NG:	like that also considered arguing meh ..
(15:54) Jensen:	you are arguing now that you are not arguing
(15:54) Jensen:	lol
(16:01) liH@NG:	ok..
(16:01) liH@NG:	watever u say..

lol...
in retrospect..
it was quite funny...

ps. Jensen if u mind then i'll take this entry down..

about

2009-01-30T10:04:00.002+08:00

"Expressing his disappointment over Nasarudin’s decision to defect to PKR, Abdullah described the assemblyman as being “weak.”"...“If you are strong, you will face up to all challenges that come your way,” The Star.

LOL.
What kind of lousy argument is this!!
If he condems someone as being weak for putting his self-interest above his family, or the country, then that will make better sense...but a party?? do you tell your employee that he is weak if he put his self-interest above that of your company and wants to leave the company for a better job elsewhere??
Hey, maybe he defected because he put the country's interest above his own as he thought he can do a better job being a PKR man??(though i seriously doubt that)

But still, isn't the accusation that he cheated the electorate for not stepping down first, for not being very honorable enough?? Why label him as weak??

UPDATE

2009-01-06T12:20:00.002+08:00

so i went to turkey for 10 days...and had my new year there...

my 2009 resolution?
i really don't have anything that i specifically want to do.

coz my 2008 ended almost perfectly with me in a state of bliss.

maybe i just wanna learn more random stuff.
like how to cook bubur hitam...or how to fold some crazy origami...

and now i'm back to sg..
hopefully the bliss bubble won't burst so soon..
back to work now. =p

Storm over vernacular school statement

2008-12-02T22:42:00.003+08:00

The Umno Youth chief candidate Datuk Mukhriz Mahathir’s suggested that the vernacular school system contributed to racial polarisation and should be scrapped.

As expected, the opposition party leaders leapt up to attack him and our deputy prime minister tried to calm things down. Some opposition leaders want him to be detained under the seditious act, and the evergreen Lim Kit Siang brought out several similar cases in the past where people who commented similar things were found guilty under the seditious act.

HELLO....last time when the opposition spoke out on certain issues and kena detained by ISA, does that mean everyone who speaks out against the same issue should be detained by ISA???

The whole point of progress is the abolishment of ineffective policies with better policies!!! What the hell, the politicians are making all the noise for the SAKE OF MAKING NOISE!!! Didn't the opposition use to say that without the questioning of the status quo, there will never be progress??

It turned out the opposition is not any different from the current government after all.
Haih...

Oh and ppl from the MCA, MIC also, as expected, made noise...what to do, last election so lousy already..must defend themselves....so this was what MIC youth chief sai. He said Mukhriz did not understand the significance of vernacular schools to their respective communities, adding that children not only learn to read, write and speak their language, but also learn the cultures, traditions and the heritages of their race. Walau, if we have truly national schools, we can learn the cultures, traditions and heritages of our race as well as other races. Isn't that the whole freaking point???

And the statement Mukhriz made with regards to the vernacular school system is not made without much thought(unlike the Bukit Bendera UMNO person who asked the "immigrants" to return to their homelands). The arguments were totally sound. And yes I agree with what he had to say. There will never be TRUE UNITY unless all MALAYSIANS go through the SAME education system. This argument doesn't just apply to vernacular schools btw, it also applies to secondary school and MARA, as well as STPM and Matriculation..

I'm feeling.....

2008-11-28T22:23:00.005+08:00

like everything else is secondary anymore!!
which a good thing. =>

Quotable Quotes

2008-11-25T21:21:00.002+08:00

when rejecting a girl:

"To me, you are the whole world; but...she is the whole universe."

Guess What!! humans are not that bad after all..

2008-11-22T17:31:00.003+08:00

The bigger lizard(the one on top) killed the other smaller lizard by biting and tearing its neck!! After the atrocity is committed(under bright daylight somemore), you can see the inside of the lung...really gross...

We always say that humans are worst than animals coz they kill their own species..but guess what? It turns out we are not worst off after all.. At least we still get to put some of the murderers into jails. At least the victims die knowing that there is still a chance that the perpetuator will pay for his/her sins. What will this dead lizard get?? Nothing. The murderer will walk off scot free
(well, actually i could've killed the lizard and let justice prevail...but hey, like what adults always teach us...its none of our business right?? =p)

Gosh i suddenly miss Hitz FM's morning gotcha calls...

2008-11-21T00:16:00.005+08:00

i wish they would start pranking Malaysians overseas...wouldn't that be great!!??
Since almost everyone already knows about this gotcha call thing in Malaysia....

imagine u are in Australia then suddenly someone calls you saying you need to report to the Malaysian Embassy because you are under investigation under ISA for being a disgrace to Malaysia..

LOLZ

I'm feeling....

2008-11-17T15:07:00.006+08:00

empty

Hole in the Heart

2008-11-12T21:20:00.001+08:00

Man had been created with a hole in his heart, a hole that no power, riches, or knowledge could fill....you know what this hole is called?

Its called the desire to succeed..

BRAVERY

2008-10-29T11:01:00.003+08:00

I don't think many ppl actually know what bravery is. I mean we live in this comfortable world...how many of us have actually committed an act of bravery..like saving a stranger's life in a war zone...

Come to think of it, do u think criminals are brave?? I mean..are you brave enough to rob a bank??
Not many ppl would be able to do that don't u think??

The bravest thing i think most of us have done is i think to say "i like you" to that special someone... or public speak... =p

Nice Song/Singer!!

2008-10-18T20:53:00.004+08:00

Accidentally stumbled into this singer and song...Marie Digby..

Like her voice =p, what do u think?

Graciousness

2008-10-18T02:55:00.004+08:00

I just came back from a trip to the fridge and the ice tray was empty!!
Luckily there were still ice in the ice container.
If only i knew who those inconsiderate souls are.
Selfish ppl.
Saving their own time in expense of others...

My cousin once told me that civic mindedness of your hall/cluster/housemates can be measured by the amount of ice cubes left in the ice container as well the ice tray.

I can't agree enough.

A few weeks ago we were crowding around the attendance sheet to mark attendance from some stupid seminar. The crowd-control and organization was really bad and everyone was getting impatient.

This guy was holding the sheet trying to find his name, while everyone was crowding around him, when out of the sudden, another guy just took the sheet away without saying anything, looked for and ticked his name.

I suddenly bursted out: Oh my god, thats so rude!

He said: Sorry, I'm in a rush.
And I just blurted: Don't worry, Its okay to be rude when you're rushing for time.
And I can't believe I actually said that. I wouldn't say that out loud normally..
but hey, i felt really good after that =p

guess speaking your mind really does make a difference.

Ramblings

2008-10-14T18:24:00.004+08:00

U know when they say that to the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

But to the world that one person is still one person....

So you are the world to someone who is also insignificant to the world, so how does being the world to one person make your life any more significant??

Of waking ups and Housisms

2008-10-05T19:37:00.005+08:00

Have you ever wondered why it is so hard for teens to wake up or sleep early??

Guess what i found here
"During adolescence, the body's circadian rhythm (sort of like an internal biological clock) is reset, telling a teen to fall asleep later at night and wake up later in the morning. This change in the circadian rhythm seems to be due to the fact that the brain hormone melatonin is produced later at night in teens than it is for kids and adults, making it harder for teens to fall asleep."

Ah HA, so the next time ur mum(or ur friend, or your dad, or your boyfriend) tries to wake u up at 8am in the morning, or tries to get you to sleep at 12am at night, you can rebutt it using your biological condition. After all, this biological condition is like a disability right??And no reasonable person will be heartless enough to force someone with A CONDITION to do what their body can't do RIGHT??? It will be unnatural and perverse!!!

But wait, I didn't have this problem or sleeping until recently...In my JC years, I will feel extremely sleepy at 10pm and will be extremely attentive to my lectures at 8am. Sleeping at lectures was always someone's problems in JC.....but now it has become mine in Uni...

Does that mean I only reached adolescence at this ripe age of 20 years old??
Maybe I'm a late bloomer?? Gosh, no wonder I'm not particularly rebellious or involved in any Reformasi during my teens....In fact i can feel my teen blood bubbling in my veins right now....Haha i've finally become a genuine teenager!!! My hormones and testosterones are finally pumping!!! My rebellious streak is coming!!!
Muahahahahaha!!

Are u scared?

I know I am
I better go get some sleep now...before my nonsensical literal tirade kills someone.

Oh by the way, do you know what is housism?

Housism (n) -
A comment, normally a one-liner, generally an offbeat response. Something Dr. Gregory House would say.

LOL

A GOOD ARTICLE!!

2008-09-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

http://test.chedet.com/che_det/2008/09/malay-unity-and-malaysian-unit.html#more

WATCH THIS VIDEO!!!

2008-09-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

lol this's the video we made for our interim VPU 3 minutes video project =p ,u can't see me in the video coz i'm always the one holding the Video Camera... =<
do leave comments!!!!
the actual link is here

THIS IS DAMN FUNNY

2008-09-11T19:04:00.004+08:00

gosh..this is a student event organized by the NUS toastmasters....damn funny..open to read

Olympic Fever!!!

2008-08-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

I foresee that....
in the near future...kids will have their genes checked and those with suitable genetic makeup(talent) in sports will be picked to undergo training to bring glory to the nation.
That is a scary thought.

Nightmare

2008-08-04T15:03:00.002+08:00

I will not forget this nightmare for a long time to come....In my dream, I was standing in the lobby of the hall, when suddenly I lost my balance..the world just spun out of control , everything went dizzy and I just couldn't stand straight. I slumped to the ground helplessly, with the world around me turning into dizzying blackness..i couldn't muster the strength to gain control of my muscles...and everything went black...and then I woke up in my room..sweating profusely...my whole body was sort of paralyzed..像鬼压身的感觉一样。。。要恐怖！！

Random

2008-07-01T00:42:00.005+08:00

"I'm a realist masquerading as a cynic who is secretly an optimist."
-Hitch-

伟伶, 上面这句话到底要表达什么??

On another note, Michael Clayton is good. Definitely worth watching.

"I'm not the guy you kill. I'm the guy you buy! Are you so fucking blind that you don't even see what I am? I sold out Arthur for 80 grand. I'm your easiest problem and you're gonna kill me?"
-Michael Clayton-

"I'm Shiva, the God of Death"
-Michael Clayton-

A beautiful song

2008-06-15T20:38:00.017+08:00

**finally took the time to upload this beautiful song up"**

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This goes out to you and you and you
You know who you are

Hmm hmm hmm
When glory days turn to stormy nights
You must have been so petrified
Didn't you, didn't you feel so cold
You against the world in a losing fight
Captive of your demons inside

So you sought an enemy
(I'm not your enemy. He lives in you, you know it's true)
Like times before to mock ignorantly
(But the Lord said love, love your enemy so just...)
Take heed to the Word it's time
Check Proverbs 19:29
Don't cry

I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well

I truly wanted solidarity
Still wearing my blinders back then
(So much I didn't see)
I weep for what I dreamed we all could be
I'll keep you in prayer till the end

Still bruised, still walk on eggshells
Same frightened child, hide to protect myself
(Can't believe I still need to protect myself from you)
But you can't manipulate me like before
Examine first John chapter 4 verse 4

And
I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well

Be strong in the Lord and power of His might

If my shows of gratitude are miniscule
Inside your mind, sorry
(I'm so sorry, please forgive me)
There's only so much I can do I love you and did all that I could

Maybe when you're cursing me
You don't feel so incomplete
But we've all made mistakes
Felt the guilt and self-hate

I know you've been there for me plenty
Maybe still got love for me
But let him without sin cast the first stone brethren
But who remains standing then
Not you not I see Phillipians 4:9
(Put it into practice and the God of Peace will be with you)

So
I wish you well
I wish you well
I wish you well

(He who the Son sets free is free indeed)
No weapon formed against me shall prosper
Surely God is my salvation
I will trust and not be afraid
The Lord, the Lord is my salvation
I will trust in Him
Yes, I know that I know that I know that I know

But I have had God's help to this very day
And so I stand here and testify
To small and great alike
So the more you curse me
The more you're blessing me
The Word said it
Love your enemies

Do good to those who curse you
Pray for those who mistreat you
Psalms 129:2
They have greatly oppressed me from my youth
But they have not gained victory over me
(In Jesus' name)

I wish you well

He that keeps his mind state on the Lord
He will keep them in perfect peace

Mariah Carey - I wish you well

this song is nice. Meaningful and nice.

Times Square

2008-06-15T13:47:00.003+08:00

pictures from times square:

No, this picture wasn't edited. And yes, it doesn't get better than this..

The world is spinning behind us:

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN.....

2008-06-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

u wake up the next day, and it was the same as when u woke up the previous day, which was the same as the day before the previous day, which was the same as the previous day before the previous days....and then u wake up tomorrow just like how u woke up today..and the day after that, and after that, and after that, and after that....

What do you do??

Change. Hope. Goal. We need all these to live a meaningful life..
to be happy....

but then happiness doesn't usually last long...
thats y we need constant motivation to make change and to hope..

who doesn't want to be happily ever after..
but ppl say humans live in relatives...u dun realise the a building is tall when u have never seen a short building..ppl always tell ppl that they should appreciate whatever they have..but the truth is..no one can truly appreciate something...unless they can experienced the opposite of it..thats just human nature..

i guess what i'm saying is..
no one can be happy for 365 days..
but its okay..
because everyone needs to have a bad day or two, so that you can be happy for the rest of the 363 days...
so when u have a bad day..
think this way..
u're havin a bad day so that you will appreciate a good day when u have one and be truly happy about it =p

GLORYGLORY MANUTD!!!!!

2008-06-01T00:58:00.003+08:00

I'm been wanting to do this image since MU won the Champions League.....lol

to BLOG: long time no see !!

2008-05-31T14:37:00.004+08:00

The past month was hectic!!
Spent the first week in Klang for an audit job,
stayed in Crystal Crown lol!! my first time staying outside for work...so it was very fun!!

the next two weeks were spent in Singapore(officially i went there for interviews, but it was more like a holiday =p)

had a nasty sunburn in Singapore, and I got the BCA-KEPPEL scholarship!! =) happy me

the next week was spent in Temerloh, also for an audit job, this time it wasn't as fun as the first one because:
1) the room is super small..the whole room was like only big enough for the double bed...(but they have wireless in the room which is good coz in crystal crown U had to go to the lobby to go on9..
2) the town is a small town with nothing much....and it was only 2 of us..in Klang, there were 4 ppl so i guess the more the merrier lar!!
3) the food in Klang was very good!! probably becoz we had all the referrals..

but all in all, it was still fun!! good experience =p

anyways..i have a few pictures that I wanna post up..

1st pic...I went to watch iron man(DAMN GOOD MOVIE!!! WILL BE MY BEST MOVIE FOR A VERY LONG TIME..) with secondary school friends..and after that, 5 of us went to eat pizza hut...we bought a family mail for 4...so this is how we separated our shortbread(is it called shortbread?)...creative ???
2) We visited the "palace" of Zakaria Deros..the infamous politician who died after the GE when we were in Klang..
the worst part is the palace is actually built around small, kampung kind of houses..completely inappropriate, haih...the state of malaysian politics...

3) In singapore, we wanted to play basketball, but the court was full...so we tried hanging like monkeys instead...1st picture is Anurad..2nd is me, and 3rd one- freeze !!

4) The second last day in Singapore, we went to WILD WILD WET!! it was fun in the sense that we got to go out as a group...but we din really get to ride alot of the rides(the rides were pretty lousy anyway =p) due to the HUGE amount of ppl..it was Wesak Day after all, so we just lazed around to get sunburned....

picture of my skin starting to peel..
few days later...skin peeling..gross right..i looked like i have skin cancer or something..
5) This thing was in the bathroom of the hotel room in Pahang when we came back..scary..

6) and he/she has nice hands...actually does it look more like a she or he?? i honestly can't decide..

Interviews Interviews Interviews

2008-05-15T17:51:00.002+08:00

Well i have gone through more interviews in a week than in my entire 19 years of life.

All thanks to BCA..
haha
ppl may complain bout the lack of money it gives but for the highest ratio of interviews to amount of time spent in the scholarship application process, BCA is undoubtedly the champion.

And seriously, practice helps : more interviews - more practice, the more comfortable u get.

that was until today anyway.

Today, i had my first second round(most of the time i never made it to the 2nd round, thats how bad i am in interviews =p)...and my fingers were trembling!! guess being comfortable in the 1st round doesn't mean u'll be comfortable in the 2nd round..if u get what i mean..the interviewers are bigger fish, which makes u look so insignificant, and you feel so much more pressure....

ROFL

2008-05-04T14:24:00.003+08:00

I got this from Florence's Blog

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I’ve tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?

Signed,
Desperate Housewife

Reply:
Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind:
Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download
Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0.

If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1.

Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another
Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash
Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited
memory and cannot learn new applications quickly.

You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Tasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,
IT Support

My reply:

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 5.0 to Wife 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in Appearance 3.1 as well as Dress Up 5.1 that had operated flawlessly under Girlfriend 5.0.

In addition, Wife 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Sweet 3.1 and Caring 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Gucci 5.0, Prada 3.0 and Louis Vutton 2.0 which eats up all the RAM from Wallet 2.3. Worst of all, Wife 1.0 infects the system with spyware Nagging 5.3.

And now Wife 1.0 threatens to upgrade Nagging 5.3 to Nagging 6.0, and downgrade Hot and Steamy Love v4.0 to v1.0. And running anti spyware - HappyHour 8.0 simply crashes the system.

What can I do?

Our Deepest Fear

2008-05-03T14:33:00.001+08:00

- is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

- Nelson Mandela -

an oxymoron

2008-04-29T10:40:00.001+08:00

- 84% of all statistics are made up

What to do when you are feeling down

2008-04-04T23:42:00.003+08:00

well..according to rachel,
u can buy urself a SLURPEE!!
get yourself on a sugar rush!!!
and you'll feel much better after that...

SIDETRACK:
btw, i just read an article in The Economist. A group of scientists carried out an experiment which results appear to show that after a long, mentally stressful day, we will shut ourselves out and make decisions intuitively rather than based on rationale, and this can be fixed by consuming food( they used glucose drinks in the experiment) be4 making the decision, so I guess during exams, we should bring along glucose drinks eh??

however, on my way back from office, they weren't any 7-11s , but there was a dunkin' donuts shop, so i figured eating donuts was a viable option to get my sugar rush...

but, i din need the sugar rush in the end, coz i immediately became : ) when i saw this donut...

needless to say, i bought it.
and i ate it.
lol.
the happiest donut i've ever eaten.

tada:

i'm sure most of u have this expression on your face right now...
: )

reply to FLO

2008-03-27T14:22:00.000+08:00

Hi FLORENCE!!

how're u ??
spring's here!! must be SO beautiful!!

jealous =p
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actually i read "mere Christianity"..though i did not finish it..stopped somewhere in the middle though...
i also read "The Case for a Creator" by Lee Strobel.(a gift from Daphne!!) ...this book was better, stopped somewhere near the end(Daphne u should be happy to hear that)..
as well as "The Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren..this book fared the worst..couldn't go pass the 3rd chapter i think (coz i din have time lar..only held the book for one day) =p

quote Florence:
"God isn't bad. If He was, I wouldn't be typing this... He'd probably zapped me and sent me to hell for all my sins if He were bad, but I'm still here!"

yeah but the problem is, if He were to zap u then none of us will be here..
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lol...but actually..
u could argue it both ways..
God is bad..By not punishing the murderers who have killed good ppl..by not zapping them...by letting innocent, good ppl get killed, while the murderers get away scot-free...God has actually proven himself to be their accomplice..

since both ways are logical,
I could say that God doesn't care most of the time..maybe like us, He can't multitask that well, or He might just be lazy...which is why like us, he created a set of laws...physical rules, the laws of nature, the laws of physics..(much like how we created AI - by putting in a set of laws, logics...)
and let it run on auto-pilot..

maybe he really created life..
but he invented evolution too so that life itself can run on auto-pilot..

maybe 2000 years earlier..
He really intervened in our world..but then He got busy left us to 自身自灭
maybe now he's intervening in another world..trying to create another life...we might be like the obsolete computers that we just dump into the storeroom..
maybe to Him..
we're like probably 486, and now he's creating a dual-core...

maybe..just maybe..

quoting rachel..
但到最后还是只有或许。。。
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so i guess i better go back to my work =p
at least thats more productive =p
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thinking about "what ifs" is fun...
which is probably y i'm so uncertain about my life, my future...unlike you, florence.

oh and florence..i'm just daydreaming out loud..
so if u find it fun to ramble back..
or u find it fun to rebutt me..feel free!!
and thanks for all your long comments
=p

but if u're doing it becoz u feel u have the responsibility to do it since u're a Christian..
then well....i'm sorry =<

p.s Do u think that I can go down to hell and make it a better place??

coz come to think of it, we could turn a desert into Las Vegas, eventually we could even turn Moon, or Mars into Disneyland..
how come we can't turn Hell into a livable place?? =p
has anyone thought of this question??
or will our souls lose the ability to think and act rationally when we die??

CONVERSIONS

2008-03-23T20:39:00.004+08:00

read this article bout religious conversions

"......those people usually believe their religion is the “right” one – the One True Religion. They think their doctrines are the true doctrines and their God is the real God, and all others are wrong. Such a view makes two assumptions that I reject.

The first assumption is that an omnipotent and omnipresent entity such as God/Allah – or Brahma, or the Tao, or the Trikaya – can be completely understood by human intellect, and that this perfect understanding can be expressed in words to form doctrines that transmit this perfect understanding to others with unfailing accuracy.

And I say that’s nonsense. I say no doctrines of any religion, including mine, are the complete truth. All fall short of perfect understanding. All are frequently misunderstood. The truest doctrines are just pointers, shadows on a wall, or a hand pointing to the moon.

At the same time, it may be that most of the doctrines of most of the world’s religions reflect some small part of a great and absolute truth, so they aren’t necessarily false, either. As Joseph Campbell may have said, all religions are true. You just have to understand what they are true of."

well its true...we are after all merely humans..what the prophets, what the doctrines say may after all be a slight deviation from God's actual word..and then the word is spread, and so on and so forth...and in the end, the truths and the lies are all mixed together, and in the end we just need to find out what is true to ourselves...

i luv this phrase:
“Do not be idolatrous about or bound to any doctrine, theory, or ideology, even those of your own religion. They are merely guiding means; they are not the absolute truth.”

In the end, if no matter how good a person we are, or how big a service we make to humanity, we will still be damned/not be saved/go to hell/suffer eternity...unless we become part of a particular religion...I'll rather go to hell(if there was one)....I don't think heaven will be a good place with such a authoritative, merciless, cruel and unfair ruler..

Disappointed

2008-03-21T23:52:00.002+08:00

I'm disappointed with myself...
just can't seem to break into my vicious cycle of procrastinations, delays, slacking-ness and eventually.. failures...just can't seem to find the determination to change my life...just can't seem to find the courage to do what i want to do..

Maybe I am born with a silver spoon in my mouth...(in my case, i guess its more like i'm born with a stainless steel spoon in my mouth though)

heck, I can't even decide what i want to do...
oh well, lol...uncertainty breeds instability, which breeds chaos, which breeds anarchy, which breeds change, which breeds a wave of fresh air, which breeds excitement, which breed vibrancy, which breeds...I dunno....creative destruction?

Anyway, remember our Economics? One of the pre-requisite for growth is that structural rigidities must be minimized to promote the mobility of factors of production...

So maybe I need to be more mobile??go to where the demand for me is high..i wonder if there exist such a place though..

But to be fair to myself, I really do enjoy slacking, and delaying...at least people won't have that high an expectation of myself right??

我好像是吃不到葡萄的狐狸....

Of elections and williams

2008-03-01T02:57:00.005+08:00

The Star is damn biased man...the people's paper MY FOOT!!

The election news is so one-sided, it makes the Leaning Tower of Teluk Intan looks straight...the Star does not even take the effort to be biased in a non-apparent way..

So if anyone of you have parents reading the star for election info, u can ask them to throw the papers away..catch Astro AEC 11pm news much much much better

The Star should change its cover into

That day went Williams, he was wearing this creative and awesome t-shirt!!
KUDOS to the designer!!! =p

Election fever!!

2008-02-26T22:47:00.005+08:00

It's elections soon!!

can u feel the fever? or are u contented to stay in your own blissful, ignorant world...
election is really quite interesting!! anyone wanna go watch ceramah by ppl like Lim Kit Siang, Anwar, Tony Pua or Victor Gu..
the speech by Victor Gu is surely going to be worth watching..he's after all best Debater in Malaysia( for UM/CHS) for many years..

anyway..
I got cheated again..
once again some ppl say confirm this Friday a levels results will come out..
and once again no news in the end...
haih..
i feel like the villagers in "the shepherd who cried wolf"

on another note..
one more restriction on love....
one more reason y religion is lousy....
or maybe it is the close-mindedness, discriminatory, divisive behaviour of humans; the ability for humans to categorize everything and anything into different categories that is lousy..

ITS NOT YOU WHO'S GONNA MARRY HER!!

y can't different categories collide and mix?
y must they stay apart?
y must jews be jews, muslims be muslims, blacks be blacks and whites be whites?
y can't we just call everyone humans and be done for??

wat a complicated world..
or more accurately, people have made a simple world complicated..

Random post

2008-02-24T13:04:00.003+08:00

real person? or fake person?
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U know where u can find really expensive, shiny, clean, well maintained, super nice cars??

A few days ago i went to Sunway Hotel to attend my mum's award ceremony..and i was kinda bored so i strolled around the hotel and VOILA, i ended up in this place full of eye candies!!- the valet parking lot!! these eye candies are better than girls i tell u..u can look at them, take their photos, pose with them..and they'll happily comply..

nice cars!!!! i'm like in BMW+Mercedes+Porsche+some other sports cars' brand heaven..

in this heaven however..there were some weird characters...whats a proton wira doing here??
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the other day..my father's friend treated us to a seafood dinner..
its that kind where u choose the things u wanna eat straight out from an aquarium..
and there were like lots and lots of exotic seafood in the many aquariums...

one of them were slimy, eeiky(i invented this word), gross eels...

and super duper huge lobsters..

i must say this was my first time seeing real life lobsters and eels..
i really look up to the first person who thought of eating those things!!

i can imagine...

A:"hey look at this snake like thing!! looks cute!!"
B:"don't touch it, it might be poisonous!!"
A:"i'm hungry, maybe we can eat it!! it looks tasty"
B:"come on, lets go find fish that we know we CAN eat"
A:"oh come on, lets try cooking it!! i'm sick of eating fish fish fish fish everyday.."

and thus, the dish "eel" was born.

and this was also how washing machines, televisions, satellites, guns, electricity, aeroplanes.......were invented..

it all started with someone saying:"i'm sick of always losing to Robin Hood..that bastard, i'm going to invent something to kill him!!!!", or "i'm sick of that bloody Superman..think he's so cool with all the underwear outside..one day, i'm going to fly past him!!"

anyway...back to the story about the valet parking..the proton wira is actually not a normal proton wira..it's one of a kind, proton wira limousine!!!

i guess it deserved to be in the valet parking after all..

Food for thought

2008-02-13T22:55:00.001+08:00

(i posted the exact same thing on the 5s1 blog too..)
Food for thought 1:
Rachel once asked me:" what if tomorrow u're going to die....."

What if tomorrow you ARE going to die??
What will you do??

Will you meet up with friends, play and spend all your money??
Or will you finish up all the work that you have yet to do..like go CHS take your 1119 cert..like return all the books u borrowed from ppl..
or will you go like "what the hell man, whatever i do, it doesn't make any difference..so y do anything? just sleep slack until u die.."
actually, you can do something that will make a lot of difference..spend your last day buying LOTS of insurance =p

FOOD FOR THOUGHT 2:
Y on earth are the people producing the things most essential for our survival-- food --most often the ppl that are the poorest??
I know you will say: yeah..its demand and supply, almost everyone can be farmers...not everyone can be doctors bla bla bla..
but still..

y do financial traders, who we can totally live without, and who doesn't do much good(at least none that i know of) earn so DAMN MUCH!! while farmers(at least in the third world where there are less subsidies unlike the west) are struggling to survive!!
i mean..those ppl that worked be4...do u think those working as waiters, working in offices... deserve to earn more than construction workers??? or your maids???

Capitalism, i tell u..benefits ppl like us..

Taman Negara!!

2008-01-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

although this happened a long long time ago..
i told someone(in email) that i'm gonna blog about this..
so here it goes!!

it was thursday and it was a public holiday so the four of us*see below*
decided to go taman negara.(google it if u dunno where it is)

We took my family's Volvo there.

the car journey there was pretty eventful..we had a leaking (dunno what it's called lar, it
s the container to fill the coolent in the car), had Yeow Hong gone missing, bought some onions, salt and fruits along the way too!

anyway we ended up at kuala tahan few minutes late for the 12.30pm boat ride to our "hostel"
so we ended up TOK-ing in the boat..

this is how we TOK in the boat while waiting for 3pm(the time when the boat was supposed to leave)

after reaching our "hostel" (we had a whole room to ourselves..in fact we had the whole "resort" to ourselves !!!)
we got ready for our first activity-warisan hill sunset hike.
and as soon as we went out..it rained!!! #*%(*&!!

but nvm..we very ON..hike in raincoat lor!!

basically the best part of the hike was this..we went up the wrong route..(we went up the "sunrise" trail) and ended up at a place where we thought was the peak..(we found out it was supposed to be peak after we got down)
then saky found a "path" towards the top..
basically the trail was just rocks..and we had to climb up on all fours(i definitely felt like frodo(me wei liang and sak were all wearing slippers, dun wan our shoes to get wet mar..it was raining, remember?)..but the scenery on top was definitely worth it!! its a case of Sai4 Weng1 Shi1 Ma3....

after we went down, we found out from the guides when we went down that that place wasn't meant for us to climb on our own..sometimes the guides will bring the tourists up that trail, guess in that case..we can be guides already =p)

anyway..
picture speaks louder than words(yeah i invented this phrase myself)....so yeah, enjoy!!
the road up.
no lar..we did not come up from that way..(luckily)
wei liang=leeches' food.(together with chun wei)

The scenery was breathtaking!! certainly worth risking our lives by going up this pretty crazy trail =p
the descent down..

dinner(cooked by ourselves) was spaghetti!! the cooking part was one of the highlights of this tour lol..a lot of funny stuff happen during cooking =p

anyway after that, we went for some sort of night safari..
the only thing we could saw was..
stars.(it was beautiful!! but u can see stars without going for the night safari...)
trees(lots and lots of them)
one or two slow loris(google it..nothing much to them...)
and a flying squirrel FLYING!!!
the sight was wonderful man..u will definitely gasp in amazement at the sight of a flying flying squirrel!!
i think that sight's worth a RM 30 lar..that said, the night safari is still RM10 overpriced!! =p
for those thinking of going Tmn Negara, go only if u feel very bored, and rich lar..the ride's not comfortable too...maybe for Wei Liang different lar =p(he got to lie down on top of the four wheel drive-no kidding!! beside a girl!!)

unfortunately, it was too dark for any photos to be taken..
too bad!!

thats the end of day 1

day 2 ar-to be continued

Life is so fragile..

2008-01-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

3 ppl died in a bus crash..AGAIN.

but this time..somehow, it is different..
one of the victims, Nian Ning, a Penangite studying medicine in Australia has received much attention...

i read her blog..
and i could really relate to her....
after reading her blog..
i went like wow..
its just like your blog, our blog, kenny sia's blog..
and in her xanga blog, her last entry was..coincidentaly, same as mine.....
and she's no longer in this world..
i am sad..
life is so fragile..
we need to treasure every second, every minute..
haih..
fucking(sorry rachel) bus driver..

i'm goin to mourn for her..

but what about all the other innocent people that dies on a daily basis? how come they don't seem that important??
i guess it's only human to care about what is close to you..
to care about what you can relate to...
hearing about all the killings in middle east doesn't affect us much right??
instead of broadcasting news from the middle east and discussing about the various implications and such, they should just show the blog of an ordinary citizen there..
you don't know..the blog might just change the world.

lets be sad together..
here u go
there are links from this blog to her blogs, as well as her friends' blogs..
http://desmondtan85.blogspot.com/
lets start emo-ing.
=<

oh no!!

2008-01-19T19:31:00.002+08:00

I just found out my father reads my blog..
haha..
dunno what my reaction should be..

I HAVE A NEW PHONE!!

2008-01-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

the phone>Sony Ericsson W810i...

the funny thing is..
i dun have time to start using this new phone...
no time to use a new phone?? many people will be laughing at me right now...

today first time went to Bukit Bintang area..wow..i'm impressed by the architectures of the buildings there...reminds me of Orchard Road..

that Wen Xin..come KL nvr tell me until she leaving..
haih..

everybody enjoy yourself!!

damn i'm so random
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My First Week!

2008-01-05T01:49:00.001+08:00

Oo..
i tell you..
What we learn in form 5 Accounts is really useful..and relevant..so ppl dun forget what u learn!!

I mean..now that I've seen a real General Ledger, as well as all the other supporting documents(cash statement, invoices...that we see printed out in the question papers during our exams.) i can now understand our Form 5 accounts alot better. I guess its a case of better late than never(to finally understand what the form 5 accounts were about)

For once, A Financial Statement made sense to me!!! I finally realise whats the use of Kunci Kira Kira(Balance Sheet), Buku Tunai(Cash Flow Statment), Imbangan Duga(Trial Balance), and Penyata Kewangan(Income Statement)!!

yeah..in form 5 all we did was just follow blindly what teacher said without understanding..i'm sure its not just me who feel this way...haih...the failings of our education system..

well its still better then some country(i'm not saying which one) that doesn't have accounts as a subject. =p =p

its after all the basis for one to make investments and so forth..
after all we need all the financial literacy in this dog eat dog world right??
so that we can become rich and oppress the poor.

ALL HAIL CAPITALISM!!

A Special week!!

2008-01-02T19:49:00.002+08:00

What a week!!!!

I encountered flying dogs..

and minis...

and pontianaks..

You know the week is a special one when :
1)you see a pontianak in the LRT, and the next thing you know, a big Pontianak poster is waiting for you at the ticketing counter....

2)You start seeing your friends' name everywhere..

Today was also the day i started working, and I only slept 2 hours yesterday trying to complete my Cornell application at the very very very last minute....(thanks Rachel for being there at 4 am!!)

anyway I was super tired..ended up like this in the office...

I hope the building doesn't catch fire while I'm inside...and did you know that U had to queue for LRT now?

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The Forbidden Experiment

2007-12-24T00:36:00.001+08:00

The Forbidden Experiment has been used to describe the idea of bringing up a child in isolation, to see what, if anything, he or she acquired in the way of language, and possibly other attributes we associate with humankind. Much of the interest in feral children by the scientific community is because of what they can teach us that we cannot ethically learn by experimentation..

well due to all the comments from jensen and justin, i became interested myself, and so i googled the subject and found out alot of stuff...follow the link!!

Some forum that i found out

" Some controversial experiments got performed on baby monkeys a while back which showed that if kept in isolation from a very young age they would develop schizophrenia, be incapable of loving parenthood (one monkey ate her own baby, another ignored it, another killed it deliberately) and incapable of social interactions, always submissive and timid.
I believe I even read that babies were shown to need other people to show them emotions and facial expressions or they'd never develop them, as from a young age we examine other people's faces to learn the "correct" way to respond to a situation or feeling. Babies can even die from lack of touch.
And the vulnerability of our young preordains social protectiveness and clustering around babies. We take such a long time to grow up that most people (excluding murderous paedophiles, of course) show protective feelings towards a child even if it's not their own, and will take pains to help a child separated from his or her parents because of our inherent desires to help the survival of our young.
Also, social nature is protection - safety in numbers, anyone?"
So yes, I think the social nature of humans is an instinct to sustain relationships with others that we're born with."

case study on an isolated child, Anna which has little or no human contact for her first 5 years....

and a blog post from this guy who is an really anti-creationist lol..

well, thats all, go to the links if you're interested in the topic.
If not, then you just wasted 2 minutes of your life.

at least you get to see this photo of my school =p
and the tallest TWIN towers in the world =p

Quote of the day

2007-12-20T11:56:00.000+08:00

From "Pretty In Pink"

"I don't know. Part of me says
just go to prom and get it over with,
and this other part says it's a stupid
tradition and what's the point?"

"Well, you know...
You could say that life itself
is a stupid tradition."

Is life a stupid tradition?
We are all subject to social norms..and norms are well, tradition.
I mean, girls are expected to wear skirts..
guys are supposed to be macho..
then this new age sensitive guy image comes in and now guys who are tough are called pretentious!!
and when girls act all gentle and nice and becomes a housewife and a good mother, we call them conforming to the society

but honestly,
y care?

"life is just a fucking beauty contest one after the other,
so just do what you like most, and fuck everything else."
quote from > Little Miss Sunshine

the problem is, for most people,
we want to be well-regarded.
We like to be well-regarded.
After all, humans are social animals.
We are not lions, or cheetahs who can live and hunt all by itself..
We are humans who are afraid of loneliness.
But then they say God gave us free will..
so maybe we can train our mind to forgo loneliness, isolation, pain, to suffering, the fear of death..if we can do that, do we still count as human?

I wonder, if u put a newborn child in an empty room for many years, what do you think will happen?

VIdeos!! and pictures!!

2007-12-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

this is what look like be4 an interview..
scared, insecure, trembling, cold..

after some really really long procrastination-11 months to be exact, I finally uploaded the orientation 1 video!!

part1.1

part1.2

part2

well..since i have nothing to do..i decided to upload the piracy advertisement as well..

enjoy!!

anyway tonight went out with jun shen and christopher..

the food was great, though expensive..

but the company was better!!
CHEERS!!

Random

2007-12-19T01:09:00.000+08:00

just saw a quite funny quote about marriage.

when ppl ask me about whether they should get married or not, i replied:
"marry, and you'll end up regretting."

"not marrying, you'll also end up regretting..."

well i certainly hope it's not true...

anyway i was reading "the case for creation"
and i was thinking: if i was god..and for everyone's sake lets hope i'm not..but if i was god, and i designed humans to help me accomplish something, then well, i would design them such that they would follow my orders..like a car or a robot should follow the owner's orders..
then maybe i designed humans to be like my pet..and our relationship would be something like a dog-owner relationship, if that is the case, i would quickly assert my presence..after all, unrequited love is, well, hard..but i guess since god is mighty and benevolent...
then maybe i designed humans to be my friend..but if it is so..i would design someone at least as clever and intelligent as i am..you wouldn't want to make friends with someone who's intelligence is way below you right?? for instance u don't make friends with an ant..
then maybe the relationship is like a father and son relationship..in that case...does it mean that since Adam was like our great*one million trillion zillion great great grandfather...god is our great*one million trillion zillion great great great grandfather??

hmm..i think i'm thinking too much..
oh one more thing..If God is so much powerful...how is Satan able to compete with him/her/it??
If Satan was as powerful, does He/It/She has a hand in designing the World??

ok..i really am thinking too much..
off to sleep!! gd night blog.

ThE true Form of my daughter..(CONTINUE)

2007-12-19T00:54:00.000+08:00

After i regained my consciousness, the wise sage was in a bubbly cheerful mood...probably due to too much emo-ness too..
"haha, gotcha!!"

"huh, u mean the pic u showed me wasn't her true form?"

"of course not!! haha but it was damn funny seeing ur face turning into ash...."

**sweat**

"well anyway ok lar i had enough fun for a day..since u risk so much to ask the wise sage, the wise sage is gonna give u the real pic now..ready?, here i go!!! one! (strikes a superman pose)"

"..."

two!(strikes a ultraman pose)

x_x

THREE!!!(takes out a picture!!)

ThE true Form of my daughter..

2007-12-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

Due to all the discussions about the true form of my daughter..
i decided to do some CSI-Singapore.

During my investigation,
I interviewed some important people, including the infamous Tan Shing Kwan.
Judging from what others have to say about him, i was prepared to be bombarded with words....
so it was unexpected when he remained quiet when asked about Fang's true form, apparently thinking hard be4 coming with his answer.
"I don't know"

Next, I met with Fang's good friend, Cherie.
When asked about her true form, Cherie stared at me

and said :" Don't u know it is forbidden to even raise this subject..she'll kill u!!"
I suddenly realised Shing Kwan actually knew but was too scared to tell me...Shi Fang must be terrifying to cause even SK to be afraid..

Fortunately I'm in Malaysia so she can't possibly kill me.

Anyway, I figured no one in Singapore will tell me for fear of being harmed..
so i decided to ask ANDY pro, the wise sage in Medan who knows all..
Unfortunately, he was a bit eccentric, probably due to his extreme emoness..
The wise sage started singing..
:"As we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together, as our lives change...."

"er...sir?..i just want to know about Shi Fang's true identity"

"Wait lar, don't disturab when the Pro Andy Leong is singing!!"

"oh ok...soli soli, go on then"
**covering my ears**

after 4 minutes.

"**sarcastically*Wow u have a nice voice, u want to tell me what i want to know now??"

"Oh my god, u are the first person to say that!! i'm so touched!!! ok lar..since u give me compliment, ill tell u without charge, are u prepared??"

"yes?"

"Shi Fang is actually.......** he takes out a picture and showed me**

Holy cow.

I fainted

**end of interview**

WHAT IFs..

2007-12-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

*goodbye dear school*

14/12/2007
It was about 12pm. I was walking out from the hostel office, and seeing the music room empty, I intuitively walked towards the all familiar music room..and without much thought..just tapped my wallet(the access card used to be inside) on the access card reader to gain access to the room.
Nothing happened.
I turned my wallet and tapped again.
Nothing happened.

Then i suddenly realized.
I just surrendered my hostel pass that allows u access to all the facilities room in the hostel.

Suddenly it dawned me that i really AM leaving Singapore. For real.
Its not me seeing others off anymore..
No more music room, gym or hostel food.

I really AM leaving.

fast forward to the night.
I was "remaking" my room that basically hasn't been tidied/touched since secondary school
Thus basically my room was a reflection of my sec school years.
2 years having not seen nor touched all the books, photographs, scout uniforms, log books..
suddenly holding them in ur hands, really brings back lots of memories..
anyway..
Among many other objects, there were the brochures from HELP and Taylors..those were the places i would have gone if not for Singapore..
anyway.
when I saw the brochures.
I thought.
What if.

What if i didn't go Singapore.

You know what my answer was?

I don't really care
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Becoz I won't regret my 2 years in Singapore.

Becoz I met wonderful teachers.(Ms Loo, Mrs Toh, Mrs Than and Mr FOO!! they're the best)
*hopefully mr hsu doesnt read blogs..i give him A for effort =p*

Becoz I learnt squash, Ultimate, and somewhat relearned table tennis.

Becoz I had a chance to play for an audience(duets and accompanying a wonderful violinist) and had a chance to literally feel my knees/and fingers shaking when i was on stage

Becoz I learnt how to establish a wireless LAN connection to play DOTA/CS =p

Becoz I am no longer a noob in photo/video editing

Becoz I learnt the concept of mass dance and think it is damn fun

Becoz I learnt that the best way to watch movies is to watch on your own com( u can pause and u can download subtitles)

Becoz I learnt who is Lang Lang/Li Yundi and Ishak Perlman/ and don't forget Ken Hirai

But all of the above does not really matter if not for the people that made my life in Singapore memorable.

The 10 ASEAN scholars..

in the end the experience was great, and we more than survived, didn't we!!!!
I'll miss each and everyone of them lol
Damien-Will remember Basketball to NFS to frisbee to pool to table tennis lol
Jensen- Yi3 Wei2 god!!! sometimes wanna punch him lol!! but he makes things in the hostel interesting!! will definitely miss him haha..
Chris- Will always remember his conversation with Sanstav about what songs to play.. Damn comical lar
Shi Ning- Will always remember her diatribe before every exams..haha and chris will be scolding her..and she will say next time must study hard...
Wen Xin- hmm..will remember her..not letting me put my hands on her shoulder..and thus breaking my fragile male ego.haih
Jun Shen- ubi?? last few nights spent with him and jensen was insightful lo..saw first hand how couples fight haha!!
Alan- the first Asean Direct to greet me in Singapore. Will remember him for all the movies he obtained that made my day!! BIg thanks to u!! Long LIVE Piracy, may piracy never ever die =p
Ming Wang- well..he's certainly cute!! and I will always remember him for knocking on my door and not coming in though it's not locked..that action tells alot bout him huh =p
Anurad- well..there's a reason she's the last person i'm writing..coz I'll remember not really knowing her? is that a good thing to remember? i dun really know..

16/06 (my class)(+shaun??)
I LUV ThEM...
they deserve a whole blog post to serve as a tribute!!
comin up later ler..

oh and not forgetting the other scholars+Amanda..some closer(like my roomate =p) than others..

The "3 towers" from 15/06(i'm tiptoeing..)

House Com ppl....
Ensemble ppl...(Jack Sparrow anyone?)

2 years of memories..

2007-12-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

I'm going back soon.

Dun wanna go back...
but can't wait to go back too..

is there i way i can go back but remain in Singapore??
maybe i can clone myself??
but cloning doesn't let you experience and feel what your "twin" experienced..

I need something like Naruto's Kage Bunshin(shadow clone) where you can actually know and experience what is happening to your shadow clone!!

Or maybe i can use Harry Potter's Hermione's "time turner(izzit called that) where i can turn back time...and be at two places at one time.

Or maybe i can get a Deamon(the golden compass) and leave it behind??
hmm...

so many ideas..
are they possible?
impossible is nothing.

are they feasible?
in my dreams maybe...

cheers.

my KAWAII DAUGHTER!!!

2007-12-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

This is my KAWAII daughter.

This is also my daughter, in another form!!

This is my daughter too!!

My daughter is cute right!!!

This is my daughter too!

This one? still need to ask meh..

This one...also my daughter..
when she's not a soft toy =p
oh..dun cry...here here..eat satay k?? =p

i lUV 16/06!!

Life's Brief Candle

2007-10-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

Life's Brief Candle
Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death.
Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more; it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.
-Macbeth(William Shakespeare)-

Have you found meaning in life?
Do you have something in your life worth dying for, worth living for?

Or are you merely passing each day, meaninglessly, aimlessly...
waiting for your life's candle to shimmer away into the darkness...

If you haven't found your love, your passion, the reason for your existence...
don't fret.

we'll search for it together.

*copied this idea(of the ring) frm one of our Art Student's A levels exam work..*

2007-10-18T15:58:00.000+08:00

Its been a long while since I last blogged..
now..there's only 12 DAYS LEFT!!! finally i can prepare wholeheartedly for A levels..what with all the US unis counsellor's forms and interview that has to be dealt with..
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wait..did i just say 12 days...that can't be real..
**looks at calendar for a while**
Holy mot**eR jEs*S f#cK!!!!
**panics**
**takes a loaded gun and tries to shoot myself**
-BANG!!-
x_x

shit. i forgot..i don't have a GUN
can anyone tell me how to improve my GP!!
shit.
shit.
shit.
no i don't wanna shit. i wanna improve my GP!! shit.
**scrambles to read sample essays**
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anyways..while i am reading essays..i guess my hands can be used to type =p..
after all..i "boasted" about my ability to multi-task and handle several things at one go in my personal statement....

the GANG...dun play-play..

"BEST TEACHER AND TEACHERESS!!"

a picture speaks more than..in this case..ONE word is enough to describe this picture.

OM......G!!!!!!

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wait. what is the title of the essay that i am reading??
shit.

2007-09-22T12:06:00.000+08:00

this post is a tribute to Justin: Yeah..to all of u(including myself) who are thinking of slacking after prelims...
this is a timely reminder that prelims was nothing but an appetizer....
this is just the beginning...
of a perilous 38 days journey that will bring us the prize that we all desire:

a thin sheet of paper printed with(i know this is abit hard, but one should aim high,right??)

General Paper H1-----------------------------------------A
Physics H2------------------------------------------------A
Chemistry H2---------------------------------------------A
Economics H2---------------------------------------------A
Mathemathics H2-----------------------------------------A
(damn we are all paper chasing idoits!!, well some of us are also chasing after balls, frisbees, shuttlecocks, as well as boys/girls, whichever one fancies =p)

enjoy ur journey!!
good luck and have fun!!
i'm off
to slack (oops: typo) study*

AN UPDATE!!

2007-08-31T10:31:00.000+08:00

First of all...thanks everyone for their concern for the past week over my eye....u know who u are. =p
Two teachers even called and sms me to ask bout my eye..haha..i'm touched..where in the world can u find teachers like this man..

As a result
My eye has received more attention in one week than its whole 18 years of existence
It has received so much attention, it even gets the privilege to CAMWHORE!!
My god, even my hp has more pictures of my eye than myself!

This is certainly crazy..just like this fella below..
totally INSANE.
anyways... here are pictures of my eye..
be4 spending 300 Sg dollars

After spending 150 dollars...

After spending another 150 dollars.
see...money can change anything!!

Anyway..here it is..Damien's Gundam fighting itself..(the resolution is abit lousy, wat do u expect with a 0.6 mp camera phone...enjoy!!
this is the original photo..

hmm...damn slack in Msia lar...
die liao.

QUESTION OF THE DAY

2007-08-16T18:51:00.001+08:00

one night, while i was twisting and turning in my bed..
i thought of this question..

WAT HAPPENS WHEN WE DIE??

then i thought..
humans are made up of cells, neurons, and more cells..
our consciousness are merely electrical signals generated by our brain..
so when we die, what will happen??

to be sure, all the cells will die..
the brain will die..
it will no longer send out any signals..
everything will die so that just leaves...

NOTHING!!

it leaves NOTHING!!
basically, u just lose consciousness...
like how u lose it when u're sleeping..
which no one knows how..
and thats it.
no more waking up.
no alarm clocks to wake u up from ur eternal sleep..
it will be a dreamless sleep...
u will just cease to exist..

i wonder,
what do people in their death beds think be4 they fall asleep..
are they afraid to sleep and not wake up??
i mean..
the thought of not waking up..
of losing the ability to know, to think, the thought of NOTHINGNESS..

its scary...

way scarier than SCARY MOVIE 3..
way scarier than the Scariest Scary movie..
in fact, its so scary, even Ju-On will look like this:

BTW
quote of the day::

HOW DOES A BATTERY DIE...WHEN IT DIDN'T EVEN LIVE IN THE FIRST PLACE??!!

-jin chaw-

RANDOM JOKE

2007-08-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

Read this from someone's blog..

A woman rubbed a lamp and out popped a genie. "Do I get a wish?" "Yup, what will it be?" "See this map? I want these countries here to stop fighting." "They've been at war for thousands of years. I'm not that good," he said. "What else?" "Well, I'd love a good man. One who's considerate, loves kids, likes to cook and doesn't watch sports all day." "OK," sighs the genie. "Let me see that map again."

Haha this is the perfect joke for Alia....i'm sure she will enjoy this.

well..anyways...i was thinking..

"they" say..a picture speaks a thousand words....
So i decided to see how good, or how accurate is their estimate...
so...
i found out that....
if u type one character in notepad...the size will be 1 byte exactly..(counting spacebars)

From one of the achievements i typed for SGC, according to microsoft word, it
has 424 words..and according to students portal, it has 2491 characters.

From the info above, we can deduce that one letter will take approximately 5.9 characters...

which thus make one word 5.9 bytes...

so how much information does a thousand words consists of??

well, using some simple calculation...we can see that 1000 words=5900bytes...
which is 5.9kb!!!

from photos that i took with my phone and camera, i found out that a picture with 1 Mega Pixels is approx. 200 kb..

which means..a picture that speaks a thousand words...has about 30000 pixels..which is erm..0.03 mega pixel??

haha...let me upload a photo that is 0.03 mega pixel big....

wow....damn farking small..

i guess...
in those days..
the cameras are really lousy until can only take such miniature photos..
or maybe we misintepreted "them" wrongly..
maybe wat "they" meant was...when "they" look through a microscope, wat they see...is worth a thousand words...

hmm..
i'm sure some smart ass will come and tell me that
"A picture speaks a thousand words" is obviously different from "A picture contains information of a thousand word"

like DUH!!!

of course its different..

I'm just being RANDOM and LAME. cannot meh?

anyway..check out http://www.kennysia.com/
damn FUNNY!!

related to kennysia..this guy got a scam call and recorded the whole thing and posted it on youtube..damn ownage

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A69zlMpmrP0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBi5eXGXpFY

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eqrwVYJ6Z-E

PICS!!

2007-08-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

PICS and more pICS!!
enjoy!! *disclaimer* some of the pics are photoshopped so they may not reflect the truth..

-BEGINNING-
Once upon a time, there were 3 poor souls who couldn't afford to buy a house..

thus, they had no choice but to sleep on the road..

they are JENSEN, SHI NING, and CHRISTOPHER.

JENSEN is the stupid one in this story...(look at where the arrow is pointing =p)

he thinks the AHEAD sign on the road means that he should place his head there when he sleeps..

Meanwhile, the bad guy in this story is none other than LI HONG!! the EVIL MASTERMIND...

he is rich and owns lots of cars and bikes and trucks...2 nice WHITE sport cars to show how white and innocent and pure he is..

as well as a cool bike to get the girls who like adventure!!

*flashback*

LI HONG wasnt always evil...

he was a good and obedient young boy who likes to play the piano..

until one day..when he came back from school and opened his piano cover..

he saw..

his piano has been raped!! brutally and mercilessly!!! He went into a traumatic state and could not eat or sleep or drink for 1 whole week..

when that week passed, he decided that being good sux...therefore, no more goody cute LI HONG...****this is a picture of our class t, drawn by SHI FANG!!, oh my i look so cute!! thanks daughter!!

haha unfortunately my t-shirt has been ruined by hostel's laundry!! @$%!! ****

he decided to be EVIL!! muahAHAHA!!

and so he started his rigorous training to become strong and evil

this includes PULL UP with the whole body painted black( as Mrs Than say, black is the colour of bad, evil things...)in the dark among other forms of trainings
(pics below are PHOTOSHOPPED)

After training for 10 years, LI HONG is ready to commit gruesome, illegal stuff...he gave himself a fearful name...VENDING MACHINE!!

and he also created a poster of him coming out from the VENDING MACHINE to promote himself...

*end of flashback*

To Li Hong, the worst crime one can commit is no doubt, MURDER!!

but he needs to find someone that can be killed without anyone noticing that they are gone..

thus this is where the 3 ppl came into the picture...

so he decided to use a truck and ram them...

but unfortunately...or fortunately, Christopher had stomach ache and needed to go toilet when LI HONG drove his big truck and...BANG!!

Unknown to LI HONG however, Christopher who was alive contacted CSI and thus, a case dubbed " Murder at the highway" was opened.

After some investigation, CSI pinpointed the villian. After an exciting and fast paced chase, as well as a splendid SCISSORS FIGHT, LI HONG was caught...with a scissors inside his brain...Finally, the world has peace..

However, even though LI HONG is caught, Chris will no long have friends to sleep with him on the road...
As a tribute to his friend JENSEN, Chris decided to let Jensen sleep at his favourite spot for the last time..

-THE END-

back to reality.

feeling patrotic...i tatooed a MADE IN SINGAPORE tatoo on my arm in conjuction with Singapore's national day!..

then i realise..

i'm still a MALAYSIAN...so in order not to neglect the feelings of my country...

i decided to do this...

there u go.. happy, Malaysia??

NAPFA!!

2007-08-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

oh..
wanna use my blog to thank Mr FUN!! he's one hell of a cool teacher..and fun too!! has a really cool and weird bike that he built himself!!

anyway..coz of him!! i can get C for my sit and reach( when i can't even reach my toes) =p but he really very lenient so i can cheat my way through and get a C!! shh..dun tell anyone

haha
thus becoz of him!!
i can get GOLD for NAPFA! yeah!!

my results..
AA for shuttle run and sit up
BB for 2.4 and pull ups( damn pull ups lousy liao coz never train since last year..haih)
CC for standing broadjump and sit and reach
hehe

nice grades huh!!

ULTIMATE BORINGNESS

2007-08-05T10:25:00.001+08:00

Life nowadays is boring.
We are suppose to concentrate on one thing and one thing only- studying.

HOW THE HECK CAN WE LEAD A NOT BORING LIFE WHEN WE HAVE ONLY STUDYING TO DO!!!
I mean...even if studying isn't boring...after doing it for a long time..it is bound to become BORING!! ....u can't play piano or Ultimate Frisbee or even make love for the whole day right!!
well maybe u can do the latter....

because of ULTIMATE BORINGNESS..
i turned to WALLPAPER MAKING!! desktop wallpaper of course..
well most of them are too explicit(SX-21)to be shown to the general audience =p

but here is one wallpaper of Emma Watson i made from 3 seperate pictures of her!!( dun copy it if u believe in copyrights =p)
luckily got a long weekend to enjoy...
brings some variation to my pretty mundane life...
=p

HAPPY or SAD??

2007-07-21T12:44:00.000+08:00

I read from somewhere that we should write down our happy and sad moments each day, so that in the future, we can look back and revisit our happy, or sad moments( especially helpful if u wanna be an actor or a musician and wanna play a happy, or sad piece like "Medidations" =p) to reflect on our life...and learn from it!!!

so..
here i go..
Happy moment(s) this week: Happy to have friends that are well, really nice friends..(sorry if i like to shout on the pitch hor for those who play Ultimate wif me.. =p)

Sad moment(s) this week: realise how i missed the feeling of being in love...haha its all Jensen fault for asking me to play Meditations..make me all melancholic when i play that song.

haha anyway gonna upload pictures that i took wif my phone real soon..
stay tuned!!

Happy!!

2007-07-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

Y do i sound depressed??
i should be happy!!
my results are awesome!!
I should be contented!!

This proves that
joy and exam results are

not linearly correlated =>

haha

after reading Denis's blog..
I feel better liao..
dunno lar..
maybe is the way he keep mentioning her..
love is so sweet..
cant help but be touched by it..
can't help but be healed by it..

love is powerful...
it can heal
it can hurt

it won't be love without either one

THANKS!!

Depression

2007-07-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

U know the kind of feeling..where u feel so empty..
where when u hear a jet fly through u silently hope that it will drop a bomb and end ur miserable life..
where when u go into ur room, the first thing u do is to bury ur head under a pillow and wished that u were somewhere else...
where u feel like calling someone but dun feel like talking..
where u wished that u were in a fairy tale, and u could enjoy the presence of someone without talking..
where sentimental and sad songs like "True Colours" "Save me from myself" "my immortal" keep ringing in your head...
where you really dunno how to get through the next two weeks....
where u miss your parents..and friends....
where u dunno wat u want....
where u dunno wat to do...
where u feel like blogging...

Do you have this kind of feeling?

If u do...then u can give me a msg..coz i know how u feel...

=p

Photos and more photos!!

2007-06-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

Since hostel got wireless...i can finally on9 frequently..and post frequently!! haha
anyway the worst of the exams is over..taking a breather..(breaths in loudly and exhales).
Here are some photos i took in Malaysia!!

New
vs
Damn Old

YENG
vs
AH PEK

Meanwhile, today as i was reading the Straits Times..on the cover page..

" Habitual truant Tan Wei Liang knew he had run out of excuses when school counsellor Michelle Lee......"

YO, wei liang, not bad ar u, can appear on the papers..FRONT page somemore man!! oh my god!!

Economics

2007-06-27T20:27:00.000+08:00

In our notes, it says that firms in a monopolistic market or a monopoly is still productive efficient in the long run as it is producing on its LRAC..as according to the notes, all points on the LRAC are considered to be productive efficient.

In wikipedia...

The long-run average cost curve depicts the per unit cost of producing a good or service in the long run when all inputs are variable. The curve is created as an envelope of an infinite number of short-run average total cost curves. The envelope is based on the point of each short-run ATC curve that provides the lowest possible average cost for each quantity of output. The LRAC curve is U-shaped, reflecting economies of scale when negatively-sloped and diseconomies of scale when positively sloped. In the long run, when all factors of production can be changed, the scale of the enterprise can be increased. In this case productive efficiency occurs at the optimum scale of output where all the possible economies of scale have been enjoyed and the firm is not large enough to experience diseconomies of scale.

So, who is right??
I have my own theory..for a monopolist, since it is deliberately having spare capacity to reduce quatity supplied to drive up profits, and since the LRAC is the envelope of all the lowest point in the SRAC, and since the monopolist isn't even producing at its lowest point of AC in the short run, then it should mean that in the long run, the monopolist ain't producing on its LRAC!!

makes sense?
someone correct me pls...

My last words..

2007-06-18T15:29:00.000+08:00

Hi..i'm gonna leave Malaysia..for a very long time..
so be4 i leave...
wanna give this as a present to Wei Liang..he did this halfway this morning..so i completed it for him... there u go..

Wei Liang naked...
haha
Wei Liang u got damn nice body sia..

YOU have been Photoshop-ed

2007-06-18T00:07:00.001+08:00

hmm..basically..Wei Liang wanted to learn Photoshop so that he can edit someone's face and put his inside..(like he very handsome like that) ..just like KennySia..
anyway u can see his blog for some cock talk regarding the photos at his blog.. very entertaining one..MUST go and see =p

Anyway after some 4 hours of teaching and photoshopping..we ended up editing two photos..
this is the first one..

BEFORE

AFTER

It looks amazing real isn't it? If i didn't show u the original photo..would u have guess it was photoshop-ed?

Nowadays..photos do not show the truth liao..everything we see is heavily photoshop-ed...
newspapers , posters, magazines...even the gal in TJC's banner is heavily photoshop-ed!!
What has the world become?? totally obsessed with external beauty!!
Therefore i think it is only ethical that photoshop be used to alter the lighting and colour in normal photos and nothing else as anything else will distort the truth..(unless the person u photoshop is me la, then thats a different story =p)

BUT..i strongly support using Photoshop to humour ourselves!! and the ppl around us!! thus the second picture we edited tonight..
MIB
Mentally Imbalance Beasts ( WL's idea...i would never be able to think of something so "beast")

BEFORE

AFTER
Not bad huh..Hopefully we'll get to see more of edited pics in WeiLiang's blog after tonight!!
hehe

We're getting old..

2007-06-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

Last last friday..the 8th of June..me and Yen Tink were in McD..(Yen Tink is the crazy gal in the pic below btw) to "study" and since we wanted to escape the noise..we went up the second floor. At about noon..there was a birthday celebration on the 2nd floor..and the people that came were probably just 12 years old..but the way they dress up is so so matured..we were shocked. When we were 12, all of us just wore t shirt and jeans..simple and nice...
Anyway...the point is..we can really see the difference in the way the current 12 year olds think and dress up compared with our generation..this really shows that we are getting OLD!!

Then on Friday..i went to Kg Cempaka to get a haircut..and in the middle of the haircut..the barber told me.. WA!! ADA RAMBUT PUTIH!! KAMU SUDAH TUA LA!! HAHA!!

my reaction: =.=

pics!!

2007-06-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

the piano ensemble ppl..
pic taken after the concert

and this photo is for tecky..
me and my TEACHER.

yeah she's an awesome teacher btw..
=p

and this is..
haha..
no need to know who she is lar..
if u know her than well..good luck to you man..

anyway if this person is reading this..good luck for your A levels!! go visit u in LSE next time!!
cheers!

and yeah..my school which is turning 30 this year..
hmm..
looks really nice doesn't it?

and my naked phone!!

it's number 8 button could not work..
so i STRIPPED it!!

until it became like this
quite cool huh!!
haha

now button 8 is working again.

the moral of the story.
undress your phone once in a while..its pretty dusty inside u know..your phone will feel happy to enjoy fresh air for a while..

black or white?
is this the product of extreme sunburn?
or maybe this is an advertisement for a whitening product!! lol
or maybe this is the product of photoshop...
or maybe its the hand of a ghost? a phantom? an apparition that only cameras can capture??
hmm..

come..guess how this pic is taken!!
the prize for guessing it correctly:
the knowledge that u have the ability to scrutinize even the smallest details and therefore should become a rubbish collector who specializes in collecting nano-rubbish. Hey..i tell u, this occupation is going to be RED HOT in the future!! With the proliferation of nano technology..i envision that there'll be a HUGE demand for nano-rubbish collectors whose job is to scrutinize for nano-rubbish..hehe cool job huh!

oh btw..
while on our way to yum cha..me, yee xian, wei liang and cow aka teck liang saw an accident of a motorcycle and a car LIVE!! it was a most exciting affair..your mind is constantly racing, trying to determine what course of action to take, trying to recall everything u have learned bout what to do in accidents..and in the midst of all that thinking, not even one of us thought of looking and remembering the car's license plate number( the car driver who was at fault ran away)..

come to think of it..when we learn about emergency response(tindakan kecemesan) in scouts or in school..no one taught us to remember the car license plate number..the first thing we were always taught to do if we were to witness an accident was to call for ambulance..we were always taught to value life more than anything else..
but on this day..i learned that well, life is indeed important, but catching the criminal..it's as important..if not, who's gonna pay? This is an excellent example of how our education isn't really very practical in the real world...

If u wan a full account of this accident..go to teck liang's blog in my link. He'll probably post it up next next week after his exams..he even took a photo of the scene after the ambulance arrived..of if dun have, then try wei liang in my link too( his blog is damn funny btw)..

Piano Concert, Titans and Chamber concert!!

2007-05-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

its been more than one week since i ate hostel dinner!!
haha
and its been more than one week since i thought bout school work
and it feels freaking good =p
especially after completing piano ensemble concert, which was well, pretty good..
winning Titans!!(although i just subbed in for 3rd day and did 2 log events only) GO DELTA!!
haha..
now this is wat i call college life!!

PW

2007-04-15T09:33:00.000+08:00

damn
...
thats all that i'm going to say to my blog

a big

DAMN

My Holidays

2007-03-17T14:20:00.000+08:00

My holidays sucks...
I'm only saying this because i'm going back to Singapore in like 2 hours..
Damn..
anyway..4 days in Malaysia is really too short..
TOO SHORT!!
haih..
everyone's going to go off in a few months time..
some go us, some going uk, some went aussie..
and listening to this sad song doesn't help..
didn't see alot of ppl during this few days..
being wif the bunch of scouts yesterday reminds me of how i miss scouts..
how i miss the sohainess, the craziness, the stupid jokes..
really dunno y when we are together, jokes that are really stupid, will come out..

haih..anyway here is Richard Tan, PhD in Cockology for you. His job??
TALK COCK.

True Colors

2007-03-15T13:19:00.001+08:00

Remember this song from the CampaignforRealBeauty advertisement?
Its damn meaningful...I'm gonna declare it my favourite song..at least for now..until i feel less empty in my heart..

anyway i'm back in my home..can relax..
watched lots of movies as usual..
watch hotel rwanda too!! its very nice btw...
very touching...

kingdom of heaven was quite meaningful too after i watched it the second time( with proper malay subtitles and sound unlike the first time i watched which was with a pirated dvd =p) one of the best quotes was this:
Balian of Ibelin: What is Jerusalem? Your holy palaces lie over the Jewish temple that the Romans pulled down. The Muslim places of worship lie over yours. Which is more holy?
[pause]
The wall? The Mosque? The Sepulchre? Who has claim? No one has claim.
[raises his voice]
All have claim!
Bishop, Patriarch of Jerusalem: That is blasphemy!
Almaric: [to the Patriarch] Be quiet.
Balian of Ibelin: We defend this city, not to protect these stones, but the people living within these walls.

haha..wonder wat the jihadist today'll say to this..but guess it's not tat simple in real life..

Kena Hit by Car

2007-02-23T19:58:00.000+08:00

well..actually..its not really kena hit by car..
more like i hit the car..

so i was cycling home from school in seumas's bike..
i dunno how to use the brake..so i was like cyling without a brake so to speak..
then suddenly this van turn out from the side..
i couldn't brake..and wham..into his backside..my bicyle skidded..and i fell..
now i have bruises all over my body..so pain =(

but the funny thing is..
the driver of the van like never realise anything like that..
but when i crashed into the van..i left a scratch on the back of the van!!
haha
lucky me!!

=p

btw..
my SAT came out last week..
2130..
some tell me to retake..
some tell me not to..
i also dunno..
to do or not to do??
gimme advice!!

had a movie spree during CNY..
RECENTLY SEEN MOVIES...

War of the Worlds.
Kingdom of Heaven
The Firm
The Princess Diaries 2
Infernal Affairs
Miami Vice

and another one watched in cinema
Babel..
which is a very disturbing movie..
once u watch...
the whole day u'll dun feel like doing anything..
coz u'll realise that the world is so so imperfect..

well..
watch it if u can..
very intriguing..

Y THERE IS GOD

2006-12-19T22:04:00.000+08:00

erm...no offence to anyone out there who thinks i'm ridiculing their religion. I'm not. Just being the atheist i am.

"So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them."
"And God saw every thing that he had made, and, behold, it was very good."
-Genesis I-

but it wasn't all that good..humans had diseases, were eaten by savage beasts, ruled by evil tyrants, killed each other over women, land, food, gold, spices, oil....., had an ice age, starved, had relationship problems, had the problem of fear, loneliness, timidness....all the weaknesses humans supposedly have...

So Man created GOD in his own image, in the image of MAN created he HE; And men and women alike saw the thing they had made, and, behold, He was very good.

I feel dejected. restless. disappointed with myself. I wanna cry. Heck, i cry so easily nowadays. I was watching Shrek 2. and tears rolled out when Charming kissed Princess Fiona. ( in case u are wondering, the director wanted us to believe that she drank a love potion that will make her fall in love wif the first person she kiss)(Princess Fiona is supposed to be wif Shrek, not Charming..if u still can't get it)
I need something or someone to give me hope, strength, determination..
and who else has such awesome power???
Sometimes i wish i believe..
Maybe i would be stronger;maybe i would feel better to hav an Higher Being to lean on to..
who cares if there is really one, if it works, it works right..
maybe its the placebo effect...who knows??
but it won't work now..not when i believe the pill i ate is the placebo..

An Atheist accepts that he can get no help through prayer, but that he must find in himself the inner conviction and strength to meet life, to grapple with it, to subdue it and to enjoy it.

its harder said than done huh?
ain't the same wif all things.

TECK LIANG=FFK and SLEEP GOD

2006-12-19T09:36:00.000+08:00

hmm be4 i start..nice car right?? =p

THE TALE OF TWO ACTIVITIES
1st
CAO GEI
:cao.gei [cao-gei]
1. the act of going to cyber cafe to play multiplayer LAN games such as the popular DOTA(Defence of the Ancients) and CS(CounterStrike). An activity that is popular among teenagers and there are many social problems associated with cao gei. Nevertheless, done in moderation, it is a cheap and fun way to get together with friends.

2nd
BASKETBALL
:bas·ket·ball [bas-kit-bawl, bah-skit-]

1.	a game played by two teams players on a rectangular court having a raised basket or goal at each end, points being scored by tossing the ball through the opponent's basket.

So this is wat happened. I sms 3 ppl. Just 3 ppl( Jian Jun Chu Xiang and Jian Liang) to go do activity 1. And guess what happened. 13 ppl turned up...13 is not a good number. 10 is. but nevermind lar..the more the meriaher.gg

Then at night, wanted to do activity 2. Called(not sms) 4 ppl.Since that time saky and yee xian around..and then we only needed 8 ppl. and everyone sort of agree liao..and then at night..one by one call me to say cannot make it. One no car. One kena mum owned. One more. Dun wana come coz wanna sleep..and that person is no other than Mr. FFK AND SLEEP GOD TECKY LIANG. Somemore got transport purposely come fetch him also he dun wan come..haih..
so in the end 8 ppl left 3 playing there...so stupid.. played 1 on 1..hahaa

blame who?
of course Tecky!! who else

Jian Jun and Yee Xian playing 1 on 1..

After everyone tired..

Conclusion. Teenagers nowadays..can "fu tang dao huo" go cao gei..but go for sports..different story liao..perfect example=TEH TECK LIANG

9thPJ proudly presents..!!

2006-12-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

ancient stuff

DIARY OF MY DEC HOLIDAYS

2006-12-14T10:24:00.001+08:00

6th Dec Wed
After the chemistry olympiad which i totally have no idea wat i was doing...rushed to catch the 4.30 bus..
just reached in time..
luckily..if not also dunno how..
reached bangsar at 9.30pm
damn hungry..ate ramlee burger!!! wa so long never eat such nice and unhealthy burger already..

7th Dec Thurs
went out in the afternooon wif hoai..at first wanna see movie
but in the end never
end up eating waffle..
lol

8th Dec Fri
went to school to give test..
Kean Ho say 8am
kononnya
go there no one there
bunch of form6 doing bio stuff..went and find them..saw wan chee, xin yun mei wen
hey din know they were in form 6 lol..such a bad classmate..then went to KANNA to eat breakfast..man how come they close down lorong..stupid!!
finally the boys come at 9 plus..
then giv them exam normal stuff..

at night
my parents all go out..
so invited ppl to my house eat dinner..but be4 that go play bb first..
long time never play.sux liao
lol
after tat..went megah's. 10 ppl man so long never 5 on 5..lol
then had supper at williams wa..
lots of LAN hua...good old times..really just sit there and talk rubbish
then went Wei Liang's house overnight

8th DEC Sat
early morning go school
sit 12 bus
and then LOST HP!!
wa
stupid how can i lose my hp!!! in the bus somemore..so long nver sit bus in msia. first time sit like that already..
wth.. today no mood to do anything liao lar..

9th DEC Sun
at night
went Megah again
but this time 7 ppl only
then all go my house watch Chelsea and Arsenal..
lol
wif this bunch of ppl
dun wanna laugh also cannot wan...

10th DEC Mon
morning woke up by Richard's morning frenzy..
lol
then went to eat breakfast!!
then just got back house..
yee xian call to ask us to cao again
WTH!!
nvm lar. at first wanna go 1u wan suddenly he call ok lor...go a while lor..
then play finish 2 games wei liang only come
ok lar..since wei liang come
then play 1 more lor
haih
then so late already..( sorry win jean and patrick..)
then rush to 1utama lor..
then well..dunno wat happen...hoai angry..long story
so the whole day i also no mood already..
but anyway at night went to play bb at BU
no mood but still play lar since even Jeff Fu there already..

11th DEC Tues
Yesterday so tired lar..mentally and physically
woke up at 8 to make orange juice for parents and myself
then went and sleep again
then only wake up at 11 plus...Jian Jun so desperate to cao he ask us go out cao
so ok lor
ask ppl to go again
then finally got 10 ppl at megah...played until evening
then at night go yee xian's house play bb
lol..and the stupidest thing is...jian jun never come for either..car spoilt...
somemore is he call for the thing one..WTH!!
lol
at night play bb no Jian Jun= no quality control
haha

12th DEC Wed
the past few days keep going out only..
siao already
so today stay at home guai guai waste time at home.....
haha

13th DEC TODAY!!
after a day's rest yesterday..finally feel refreshed...can wake up at 8 am and not feel tired..did some homework...chatted wif chern han at msn..then decided to blog..
if not i later sure forget how i spent my time here..Today morning also thought bout how i gonna go through my Jan...got so many things to do
MAterial Science Quiz
House Com event
Squash
SAT
Ultimate...
and still got studies..shit!!

oh well
haha
next week i'll continue from here to tell myself wat i have done the past week..its funny u know
ppl always say dun look back..must look at the future..
so how come ppl always blog about their past and not their future...
ppl should start a blog that goes like this..tomorrow this, this, this, this and this is going to happen....something like that..a blog that tries to predict the future at not look back at events that have past..wouldn't that be cool

STUPID CHEMISTRY OLYMPIAD!!!!

2006-12-04T09:18:00.000+08:00

Make me go back 2 days late...
make me waste $30
arghh!!!!!!!
y did i manage to get through the theory test
god must be playing wif me...
haih..

i'm prepared to go home today one lar..
even my luggage bags are already open on my roommate's bed..i was supposed to pack now one..if i was going back today..but i'm noT!!
feel so sien now...
sien sien sien...

HEADSHOT

2006-11-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

U ever have the feeling of getting headshot?? In CounterStrike, if u get headshot by someone..u will go like $$%@@%&!!!
In real life...well it'll be totally different..

I was at this interview..by the school for a scholarship prepatory programme thingy..
and i went in the room..confident that i should be able to talk...but turns out...i could not..

the teacher..well she is a really good teacher btw..interviewing me, after the interview..since she kinda knows me, decided to point out wats my weakness...
and it turns out i have lots of them!! She said i talk like AH BENG(something like samseng..guess i have to thank scouts for that), and i am too blunt..( wat the hell, being truthful is not a virtue now izzit)and i should learn to talk in a calm and subtle tone..and try to think before i speak, learn to speak like a scholar..she then went on the say that if i do not change..then i will seriously lose out during interviews..well maybe if interview to become Ah Beng then i should be able to pass wif flying colours..after all the "shooting" he then say i speak wif passion and i have substance...wow..like that helps..its like shooting someone on their head and then try to use a piece of plaster to bandage the wound...

the feeling i get..is like Mr Kean telling u u are wrong...He dun need to raise his voice..He just need tell u calmly and u will be so disappointed in urself that the whole world will crumble around u....well that may be a bit exxagerating....but still..

so when u guys are wif me..make sure i speak in a calm and subtle manner ok..
becoz apparently interviewers like gays.

THE MYSTERY OF THE MISSING $100

2006-11-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

Well..so the story goes like this..
u know the UNSW(Uni of New South Wales) International Competition for Schools Maths Assessment..somehow..i also dunno how..
i got the highest mark in Singapore at JC1 level..
and well..
i got this round medal..and i got also $100(sg dollars) cash prize..
well...
at first $100 sounds like quite a lot right..after all its almost lik RM280..
but then when u come to think of it..sooner or later..
the $100 will mysteriously disappear...

so before my $100 totally vanished into oblivian..
i better do some detective work and find out how my money disappears..

taxi to go to prize ceremony(play squash until late) hehe - $9.00
next day..taxi to school( woke up late) $9.00
somehow when u get some money u tend to wake up late easily..
a nice dinner to congratulate myself $6.00
dinner after the prize ceremony( wanted to rush back to hostel but too late)
$6.00
breakfast for the following days ( played dota till midnight cannot wake up so early) $10
birthday gift for someone in Malaysia $10
top up ez-link $50
sum=100!!!
see
thats how money can disappear so quickly without noticing..
haih..at least i'm contributing to the economy right??
=p

VOILA!! I FOUND THE PURPOSE OF LIFE!!

2006-09-26T17:39:00.000+08:00

So what's the purpose??
Well today suddenly..i realised the answer..its like suddenly and abruptly, the answer hit me in the head.. Its like u suddenly wake up and remembered where u put something which u thought u have gone missing..

well anyway enough of suspense..
the purpose of life is..

TO LIVE.

Sounds corny huh??
It might appear that way but i tell u it is not so..
coz the purpose of life must be something u can't do if u're not alive right?
Maybe if u're dead u can still pursue ur dream, you can still enjoy, you can still love....

but u can't LIVE.. right??

so since LIVING is the only thing that separates us from the DEAD>>

THEN surely our purpose as a LIVING human being is to LIVE!!

HOORAY!!
I, TAN LI HONG have found out the answer to the question humans have been asking since their existence!!

THIS IS HOW I FAILED MY FINALS...

2006-09-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of photos...
ALL EVENTS HAPPEN IN THE YEAR 2006
2nd Sept-
9.30am- Got onto the bus. Put my things. went toilet, came out, bus gone. Ran after the bus. couldnt catch. feel so sui. lucky got ppl saw my seat empty ask driver turn back. I'm saved. Sat bus. Custom traffic jam. Wait damn long. Couldn't sleep. Borrowed newspaper to read. Found out West Ham bought Tevez and the other guy that start wif M.

3.30pm- Bought The Star. Budget report out. Made sense of the review of the budget report. Econs really useful!! Reach Bangsar 3.30pm. Called mum. Mum at somewhere far. Ask me go Kelana Jaya wait. Called Wei Liang. He want to pick me up. Call mum. Ask me to stay coming soon. Went 7-11. 5 minute mum came. Say going back to Penang now. NOW??? WTH!! Nvm. Penang good. Penang fun. Penang lots of movie and can eat eat eat. No complains.

4.30pm- Drove to penang. Mum drive first i sit beside her. Forced myself dun sleep must accompany her talk talk later i sleep very dangerous.Also sms wif Liang, Hoai and YX Yeow Hong too. Then at 6.30pm i drove. Wa drive 120kmph no joke. Sometimes quite scary when go through bump. Very stress also coz keep staring at the road only.

8.30pm- Reach Penang. Movie time!! Watch Batman Begins. Watch until wanna sleep. Driving tiring mah. But the movie also veli slow one. After movie sleep lor.

3rd Sept(Sunday)-
Morning wake up eat penang food!!!
Got all types of food that i also dunno the name but veli nice one. Nvm food not tat important to me. Faster watch movie be4 go back to KL

10am-Watched Timeline. Not really THAT nice.. OK only..the seige of the La Roque quite fake. But nvm.

Then after that watched the Academy Award Winner "Crash". Wa now this movie is special. Damn nice. Its the kind of show that after u see u need time to digest it. Its thought provoking. After seeing the movie u dun feel like doing anyting else besides thinking bout wat u just seen. ITs damn nice lar!! Everyone must watch if got chance!!

3pm- Went home. Drove on the highway for 1 hour like that. Then later sleep since now my dad here dee.

Reach at 8pm. Wa. Like i told Hoai, the feeling of Home Sweet Home. DAMN NICE LAR!! btw Yeow Hong ask wanna hav dinner together wif other scouters... Soli lar i also wan but haha first time TUan Yuan Fan wif family in 3 months..canot disappoint parents. =p

4th Sept(Monday)
10am- Woke up. Dunno wat to do. GO downstairs watch TV. Waste time. Enjoy life. Did some maths. SLeep. WAste time. SMS. Eat. Waste time

5pm- Play squash wif Wei Liang. Aiyah Wei liang still so pro. I still so Noob. Still kena trashed.

Haiya.
Play like damn long..
9pm- Fetch YX go yam cha. Eat the standard supper. Maggi Goreng tambah Pedas+ Teh Tarik.
Maggi Goreng there as usual is damn nice lar..singapore one...totally owned by this..
THe stall name is Abu something..haha..go try out!!

5th Sept( TUesday)
11am- Woke up. Wa how did i sleep so long. No regrets coz. "sleeping is the best enjoyment in life"
A levels ppl last day exam. Wish them luck. Waste time. Watch TV. Go YOUTUBE watch funny stuff. Blog hopping...stuff like that

2pm- Mum took me out to do her stuff...go there go here. GO buy lights fan for the new house in Putra Jaya. DUn worry i not moving there.. just an investment..Talk TAlk TAlk Talk until so long until 6 pm. Then i sit there do nothing walk around on the light off the light so bo liao. Then sms also. Called YIn Shean. Wa y she go back so fast everyone go back SG to study i slack at home..

6pm- Mum wanna catch her Taiwan Hokkien serial. Rush to wei liang house to watch HAha. I nothing to do play DOTA against AI. AI there damn stupid even though name is insane..nvm.. Then eat dinner at his house. Swt.

9.30pm- Went to Swensen with HAur y.XIan. Tecky, MCW, Zhen Yuan and his Girlfriend to eat Earthquake.

Haha chat chat chat until 11 plus then go back lor. btw something damn funny happen but then i lazy to explain already. Better go home sleep

6th Sept( WednesdAy)
11am- Woke up. ENough dun ask me wat i did coz i did absolutely nothing

8pm- at night went out wif Hoai go A&W drink root beer then talk talk talk also. Drove the big Volvo. Wat the hell so hard to drive. Small car much better. Sentra 100 times better that Volvo!! yeah!!!

7th Sept( THursday)
11am- Morning went to Putra Jaya to look at new house. QUite cool wat. don't have pagar or gate or anything sia.haha

2.30pm-Suppose to have a small gathering a MV today for lunch at 2.30. Wth last minute everyone CMI( cannot make it) so in the end only 9 ppl come haha. Anyway had lunch at Madam Kwan. Chit Chat, then go play one game of pool wif Haur. Wat Si Yi pool damn pro man. Kan Bu Chu right??haha Still Water runs deep..haha

8.30pm-Met wif my dog pig friends to go Aman Suria play DOTA!!
haha.. long time never play already lor..but never mind everyone also long time never play..so standard still same haha..so i wont get trashed mar..

12.30am- siao so late come home. haha, but mum very nice nvr scold leh!!

8th Sept( Friday)
4.00pm-Shu Haur's farewell party!!haha went Shu Haur's house early early coz Jean say wanna belanja me makan for my birthday!! Rain so heavy..even the God dun wan Haur to leave Malaysia...

Anyway Jean being Jean.. In the end all SiKeat Chern Han wyn yan come already then she also dun wanna go out liao..typical Jean.

5.00pm- drove to 1u to buy present. Y GOd cry so much. Traffic jam only. Damn. Met Hoai at 1U. Chose a sweater and a winter hat for Haur HAur's present...then off we go to fetch Yee Xian. Stupid. took the wrong turn. end up jam there damn long.hai ya. should ask yx to go himself. so not Sun Lu wan him. very Extra.

haha who ask me to have such Pig Dog friend..

7.00pm- Reach Haur's bungalow for 2nd time...then well..farewell party lor..haha for more of the farewell party, go to other ppl's blog to find out wat happen lar..coz i also lazy to write. Just to summarize. Haur is still typical Haur and we'll all MISS HIM!!!! haha
yalar..
Who can forget the CHS Court Joker of year 2005!!! haha.

12.45am- Thats the time i reached home. Mum also never scold. Wa.. Times have really changed!!haha.. LOVE YA MUM

9th Sept
Hey did i mention today's my birthday!!
and i got a FUTSAL shoe!!
haaha

anyway.

7.30am- went to YX house play bb
as usual, say 7.30 am, in the end tecky only 8.30am come. typical tecky!!
got Richard, Jie How, Yeow Hong, Tecky, Liang, Y.XIan, TIGER@jj, SUi Yuan, ME!!haha
then after play.. go makan breakfast..
and later..

go CAO!!
haha
destress be4 i go back to sg again to die..

2.00pm-Had lunch wif Yan Ru!! haha...wa she had ulcers like nobody's business lar..Wei Liang's saliva allergic i think( jkjk) anyway..haha..RU is still Ru..and well i think i can say the same for pretty everyone else!!hehe

btw by that time i dun feel really good already..coz need to go back to Singapore..

Time to say goodbye..

3.30pm-Dad sent me to Bangsar.. Didn't even get to say goodbye to mum.. She dunno go where dee haha. Anyway chatted wif dad on the way..haha..realised i'll miss him again!! and mum too!!

4.30pm
On the bus...

i miss everyone!! So sad have to leave to Singapore and start studying...all the fun i had that week..tears starts to swell inside my eyes...i'm gonna CRY!!!..sob..sob....See u all on December!!!!! haha.. =p =p
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9.30pm-Goodbye Malaysia!! Hello Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha

my direct scholars friends will phrase the above statement as..

GOodbye Earth!!! Hello HELL!!

THE END.

THis is my confession and the record of how i end up failing my promos(promotional exams)

I decided to type this as i'll need to explain to MOE y i did badly in the exams.. so i thought that it'll be better with the memory still fresh in my mind...and wat better way than to show MOE my blog..no need to waste my saliva explaining....The title may well change to "The confessions of a Teenage Asean Scholar". Hopefully the Ministry will understand..but then Singapore is more well known wif its cold effecient ways....Unlike its neighbour Malaysia which is more well known with its dirty public toilets...which i must add is not that dirty these days!! Guess Malaysia boleh can now be changed to MALAYSIA DAPAT!! And images that countries potrays are often false...just like the image that Singapore is clean is false...it just has a lot of cleaners.....
So maybe Malaysia just needs to get more cleaners??

haha..damn i feel so random.

V for Very Sleepy Indeed

2006-08-27T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hm..this afternoon i saw V for Vendetta..the movie is really good..the theme makes u think..here are some of the quotes from the movie.
This speech is from V( he is the guy throwing knifes around in case u haven realised) after he bombed the Old Bailey on November the 5th. He infiltrated into the television network to air his pre-taped video.

Good evening, London. Allow me first to apologize for this interruption. I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of every day routine- the security, the familiar, the tranquility, repetition. I enjoy them as much as any bloke. But in the spirit of commemoration, thereby those important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful bloody struggle, a celebration of a nice holiday, I thought we could mark this November the 5th, a day that is sadly no longer remembered, by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat. There are of course those who do not want us to speak. I suspect even now, orders are being shouted into telephones, and men with guns will soon be on their way. Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power. Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the annunciation of truth. And the truth is, there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice, intolerance, and depression. And where once you had the freedom to object, think, and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and systems of surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting your submission. How did this happen? Who's to blame? Well certainly there are those more responsible than others, and they will be held accountable, but again truth be told, if you're looking for the guilty, you need only look into a mirror. I know why you did it. I know you were afraid. Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease. There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. Fear got the best of you, and in your panic you turned to the now high chancellor, Adam Sutler. He promised you order, he promised you peace, and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent. Last night I sought to end that silence. Last night I destroyed the Old Bailey, to remind this country of what it has forgotten. More than four hundred years ago a great citizen wished to embed the fifth of November forever in our memory. His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice, and freedom are more than words, they are perspectives. So if you've seen nothing, if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you then I would suggest you allow the fifth of November to pass unmarked. But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me one year from tonight, outside the gates of Parliament, and together we shall give them a fifth of November that shall never, ever be forgot.

btw, November 5th was the day a guy named Guy Fawkes conspired to blow down the Parliament building in 1600 i think..ancient history..

and this is a quote from the movie..the opening scene when he rescued the main female character( Evey Hammond) in the movie..

V:I can assure you I mean you no harm.

Evey Hammond: Who are you?

V: Who? Who is but the form following the function of what and what I am is a man in a mask.

Evey Hammond: Well I can see that.

Evey Hammond: Of course you can. I'm not questioning your powers of observation I'm merely remarking upon the paradox of asking a masked man who he is.

Evey Hammond: Who? Who are you?

V: But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.

V: Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.

[carves V into wall]

V: The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous.

[giggles]

V: Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V.

Evey Hammond: Are you like a crazy person?

V: I'm quite sure they will say so.

The part where he used all the words starting wif letter V to describe himself is really so Matrix like lar..
wow

if i were to try doing that..constructing a sentence wif lots of words starting wif v..
it would have gone like this..

I am very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very weary( v and w almost same sound right??) and veraciously wish to sleep. Although there wasn't a vestige of veracity in my above verdict, i still vehemently wish to vex you with Vs..haha

sounds damn stupid...
and i'm sure the grammar's all wrong..

haha
but there u go
next time gonna construct a sentence wif words wif letters starting wif X..
lol

i foresee i will go like
i watch XXX and paly Xylophone wif Xander Xavier on XX, XX, XXXX
lol

Pictures of fireworks..National DAY

2006-08-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

haha..ok a normal blog post for once
national day fireworks!! haha
not as nice as the fireworks in the fireworks festival...
but then the fireworks festival never bring camera..too bad

oh
and er this is yin shean's bf if anyone dunno..
cute right
a bit short
but very handsome leh!!haha

thats all for now
haha
first 2 photos of my blog
so happy!!

RANDOM THOUGHTS...

2006-08-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

What if..u realised u have no talent in the things u like to pursue
and realised u are somewhat talented in the things that u dun really like

What if...u expected to get something but din get it..and the whole world crumbles together with that something..

What if...there are no what ifs in life and everyone's destiny is already predestined..

What if...there is really a higher being and it is all-powerfull but is not as good hearted as we thought

What if...there is a board that oversees the "injection" of talent into a person be4 they are born...and they are somewhat bias..just like human beings are somewhat bias in creating a drawing with the different use of colour etc etc..

What if...You found out u are just machines that has the ablility to think and to function...that maybe u are the remnants of a higher being that is bored with playing with you??

What if...humans can control nature...do u still call nature nature? or do u call nature as human's pet..

What if...the laws of physics doesn't hold through anymore and the world stops spinning?? would you still wonder what if??

the ability to ask what if..means u are leading such a good life to have free time to ask what if..
so what if u are so busy to find time to ask what if? izzit better that way? or izzit better to ask yourself the meaning of ur screwed up life..
it doesn't matter really
coz in the end u'll grow old and perish..
and the world will continue to turn without u..even though u succeeded in something phenomenal..ppl may remember u..but u won't be able to know if u are being remembered..
which brings us to the question..

what if..
u gain immortality and never dies...
how would u live ur life??

ULTIMATE!!!

2006-07-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

I realised i haven wrote on my blog for quite a long time already..probably due to jensen's comments..
anyway went to watch inter-jc 2nd annual ultimate frisbee competition today..and met up with a few ppl and coaches..including Xing Ji..hehe
then on my way back..i overheard a gal say her boyfriend is quite pro with DOTA..ppl always say play DOTA waste time..then wat about all the other games? football, frisbee, basketball..all of them also waste time mar..for a lot of ppl..its not like u gonna use them to earn money also..and its not like u can use them to apply for scholarship(coz u not really good)..but how come less ppl say it is a waste of time??
well..maybe its because playing DOTA is not good for ur health, for ur eyesight..i dunno..
haha..i'll try to think about this topic if i got the time then i'll blog here bout it!!

btw..have anyone seen Time magazine a few weeks before? There is a quote from a US soldier in Iraq i think..and it goes like this: Everyone has civil wars, we had ours and became stronger. Maybe we should let them have their civil war and let them sort out things themselves.

Make any sense? Probably not..thats why he is in the army(no offence)..
lol

THIS POST IS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED LAST SATURDAY

2006-07-12T10:33:00.000+08:00

u know wat this blog lacks?

Photos..

Photos of me donating blood yesterday.

should have photo's of me lying there..while my blood is being pumped out..haha

wow..u know modern medicine is such a great thing..while getting my blood pumped out..or while having the big needle poked into me..i hardly feel a thing..without pain..u won't even know u are losing blood of dying..u can die so easily..so next time be4 anyone commit suicide...they should anesthetize themselves first..then they can die peacefully..without any pain..all maybe suicide bombers should anesthetize themselves before jihading..hehe.

But then wat about " No Pain, No Gain?"Does that mean that i am not doing any good because i'm anesthetized before i donated my blood?

haha..

crap..

anyway tomorrow's the World Cup finals..and i'm sure a lot of ppl who doesn't watch football will be watching the match while wondering..wat are they doing-22 ppl kicking a ball? But no one will be asking that question.. It is like the emperor's New Clothes u know..everyone just assumed that this is a great sport and dun dare to question it..because they are afraid they will be ridiculed or something like that

but dun get me wrong..

football is a great sport.

so is a lot of other sports.

but the point is those ppl that never usually watch football, what makes them watch now? Thats y human beings are social animals..what others do, they follow..Those ppl that dare to stand up and say..Sleeping is far more important than watching 22 ppl kicking 1 ball.. i admire them.

btw..i never woke up to watch the World Cup finals..din regret a bit..hehe

(*&%!*%**@_#!!!

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We're getting old..

pics!!

Piano Concert, Titans and Chamber concert!!

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